she didn't love me, did she? ✔

a photoshoot with dad

Today schedule is Myung Soo's photoshoot! I get up early and seeing him already woke up. He's smiling cutely.

He really knows what is going to happen, what's with that wake up early? i laughed at the thought.

We're going to Ansan Botanical Garden. There we will shoot Myung Soo's photos for an upcoming magazine.

When i exit from our room, i smell something delicious. It's Mingyu cooking the breakfast. He prepared scrambled eggs and bacon for twenty portion.

Instead of watching him cook, i should be making formula milk for Myung Soo. I took out the milk powder from the shelf and prepared the bottle. Then, i continue pouring the hot water untill it's quarter half. Done with the water, i put the powder in and stir it well. Finally, a bottle of milk is ready!

I should prepare thermos, water bottle, and this milk powder for later.

"Kyeom, help me put the rice cooker to the table," Mingyu ordered me while he busily cook the egg.

"Okayy," i beamed. The members already filling up the dining room with anticipate.

"I really want to eat right now," Seungkwan hungrily stared the rice cooker.

"Calm down, Boo! It's just a rice," Vernon laughed. Not all of them are in here. I bet Woozi still in his room, sleeping after working all night before.

I bring the milk bottle to my room. Then giving it to Myung Soo who already waiting his milk. After he started to drink, i return to dining room for having a breakfast too.

"Everyone, breakfast is ready! Go grab your own water by yourself!" Mingyu nagged while putting the main dish on the center table.

"Nee..,"others lazily take their own glass from the kitchen. Then queued to a water tap near it.

After that we take our rice from the big rice cooker and take a bacon and scrambled egg for each.

"Woozi-hyung, let's eat!" Dino goes to his room, want to wake him up. Minutes later, he came with Woozi's still sleepy eyes.

"Here, hyung! I got your water ready," Vernon offered him a water he prepared before. He nodded sleepily.

"Thanks," Woozi then sat next to me, head still nodding off.

"Okay everyone, shall we start to eat?" Seungcheol begin the eating ceremony with everyone usual reply,

"Yes! Thank you for the food, we will eat deliciously!"

"Yes, your welcome!" Mingyu grinned to himself. Then everyone started doing 'sseub' noise for him. Haha, we as always making fun of him.

"I won't make you another breakfast tomorrow," he glared.

"Ayy, Mingyu-yah! You don't have to be so mad, we're just kidding," Jeonghan chewed his bacon. Still pouting, Mingyu chew his food unhappy.

"Oh i just remembered, today Myung Soo's first photoshoot right?" Joshua asked me. I nodded while chewing my bacon.

"Jinjja? Where he will do it?"

"Ansan Botanical Garden,"

"Woah, bring back some plants for our dorm too," Wonwoo, a garden fairy popped out.

"That sounds good, okay i'll bring some," i promised. Wonwoo smiling, satisfied.

"Is Myung Soo has woken up? The manager said you should be ready in eight," Seungcheol added, worried.

"Don't worry, he is drinking his milk now," i gulped down my water after taking my final bite.

"Guys, i'm off!" i said while rushing to my room.

"Take care both of you," Jeonghan advised.

After dressing up Myung Soo, we walked out and find a car already parked in front of our dorm. It must be the staff.

"Alright, let's go Myung Soo!"

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I just having a break while drank an ion drink after taking several photos with Myung Soo. Ah, Myung Soo still taking photos. He is really excited when doing that. Maybe i'm already that old, so i get tired easily. Smiling, i chuckled when he gleefuly posed. Like a proud father, i sneakily took a photo of him without him knowing.

He really likes cameras and its blitz.

Finally, the shoots are coming to the end. Now some reporters are asking me some questions related to Myung Soo and my future ahead for the upcoming magazine.

"So, are you planning on make him a celebrity?"

"At first i won't, i want to understand what he really likes to do, but i guess he suited it the most," i answered proudly. I was worried he won't like the public, but thankfully he didn't.

"Ah, i see..," some reporters are writing my answer.

"How you handle him when it's really busy?"

"I suppose to take him to my parents for awhile, but i won't hire a babysitter," i firmly told them that he won't need any support from babysitters.

"Oh, why?"

"I want to see him grow with his parent, not someone else,"

"I see, but you're not going to be single forever right? Of course Myung Soo also want a mother too,"

I got startled at her question. My body felt numb. I've never been asked this question before, neither my family nor my friends.

Huh?

My mind went blank and suddenly she popped out of nowhere. Inside my mind, smiling. Yuju? Why am i thinking of her?

Then, i snapped back to real life while still flustered. I bit my lip, trying to look out the good answer.

"Well, i'm not sure yet, i still can't erase my memories with my late wife," i politely smile to them.

Thankfully, my answer looks convincing so they nodded their head in agreement. They thought i still need time to build another relationship.

"Thank you for your time, Mr. Lee," they bowed.

"Ah, anytime," i smiled.

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