Beating Hearts (Editing)

B.H.C - 22

Regina's Pov

After when Emma was gone, it was now me and Camryn, I know I could have heard whatever​ Em said to her but then there something called privacy, I took my seat down on the couch while I saw Camryn sitting down right across of me.

"I am sorry" she said and at first I was a little confused but then I remembered about the party night, "And what exactly are you sorry for Camryn ?" I asked her just to make sure she does know her mistakes.

I heard her mumble something like 'There are lots of things for me to be sorry for' thankfully she does know and accept her mistakes.

"I was being a total Bitch or Asshole or whatever" she said and that made me to raise an eyebrow on her, well if she thinks that she can just get done with it then she is absolutely wrong.

"Alright....I had this unbearable behavior and I called you a bitch and I was disrespectful to you and Emma, I pushed you both away, avoided you many times and I am really very sorry for all of it, but I am not sorry for pulling that boy from on top of you, he was touching my Boo-boos or asking that slut to leave cuz she had her hands all over Emma's body which made me Jealous" with that said she had her eyes glistening with tears and I could just see through her soul and I Did know that she was talking all of it by her heart.

"Come here" I patted my lap as she beamed towards me and straddled me, "For one- We wouldn't have gone with them, Cuz I am already married" and I saw her eyes go wide open as confusion was seen clear in them.

"I am married to Emma and so I am her wife and like wise with her" I completed and I saw her relax somewhat but she still had plenty of questions running in her head and it wasn't the right time to answer them all cuz I wanna do this when Emma is here with me, she is my strength and if by chance this all goes wrong then at least I would have her beside me.

"And for two- no one and I mean No one else other then you can have your suckies, it's all for you but that's when you behave" and with that she had this contagious smile on her face which made me smile too, the sparkle in her eyes were back which means she was not her big self but she was my little girl, she leaned down adjusting her head in between my shoulder and neck getting all comfortable she hummed In satisfaction as a response to my previous statement.

"And you will sleep again like this, when you just woke up three hours ago" I said to which she whined and here starts her tantrums, "I thought you wanted your suckies but it looks like someone is busy throwing tantrums" I said and the very next moment she was silent, "such a good girl you are" I mumbled and I saw her eyes which were filled up with tears "Moh-me, suckiess pease" she pouted and at the same time her tears were now on the verge of her eyelids, Drama queen.

Hearing that one word 'Moh-me' from her made all the previous memories from my past to settle down at the base, that one word did many things down there in my heart, it made that once dead heart of mine living again, this feeling for me is more then my own need to be a dominant in any relationship, this is more then commanding her, this is more then controling anything, this is an actual feeling of being connected with her on that specific level of reliability and responsibility but more then that it's that simple but beautiful connection shared between a mother and her child, that connection which is hard for others to see, that is the only and most Superior connection which makes this bond between us strong.

I was brought back to reality when two needy and desperate hands were on the collar of my shirt in attempt to pull it down, but she wasn't​ that capable of doing it on her own due to her regressed self.

I helped her by undoing the buttons of my shirt and with the passing second this desperate babe in my arms was growing impatient and that amused me, her want, her need, her being impatient and her being this desperate it all phased me up to some extent.

She made herself comfortable in my arms as she waited for me to settle down after which her needy and desperate little self latched on my now exposed right boob, she was so impatient that anyone else could say it by seeing the way she was sucking, her eagerness was on the top, "Babegirl go slow, I am not going anywhere" I said and to which she slowed her pace down, I sighed in content with the bond we were sharing right now, it was the most adorable and sensitive moment for me.

I pulled the blanket over her little body but she shook it off of her body which made me to laugh "Alright no Blankets then" I said to which she nodded without unlatching my nipple.

After sometime she was sound asleep, her chest rising and falling calmly said it all, well I didn't wanted her to sleep cuz then she wont sleep tonight without giving either of us a bad time.

I carried her little body up to our bedroom, I laid her down on the bed as I switched on the AC, I settled it's temperature to a little high, while I tucked her in with the blanket and when I was about to leave I heard her sleepy voice, "Mommy cuddles" she said as she shifted herself to the side in order to provide me some space to lay down, I walked back towards her, climbing up on the bed I pulled her warm and cozy body towards my cold one to which she shivered but then she adjusted herself back snuggling deep inside of me.

I could have never wanted or expected more then this, it was all I needed, Camryn and Emma were the only two people I ever imagined of, I could never choose anyone from in-between them, I could never do that for the world, cuz both of them were my life, I know it's early but I can't just ignore the sense of love and satisfaction I feel against the both of them, I could never be complete with​ either of them missing from beside of me.
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To be continued...