Pain (Danti) UNDER EDITING

Chapter 51

Anti's POV

After I woke up from my coma Dark hasn't stopped apologizing. Every minute he has with me he's saying sorry. Really, it's not his fault. It's that witch, Ivy's fault for spelling him. My other friends were ecstatic to see me awake. Of course, Lucius explained what the doctor told him. I wasn't exactly happy that I was going to be on suicide watch but I wanted to get better. For Dark. It's been three days since I woke up, the doctors are still making sure everything is okay. Doctor Carson told me that tomorrow -if I'm healthy- I can go home. Lucius was hesitant but is letting me move back in with Dark. Dan, Phil, Ban, and Pill are sad that I'm leaving but I promised that I would visit. 

Currently, Dark laid next to me on the small hospital bed. I lived 2 months without having him in my arms, I'm not risking the chance again. Every couple minutes Dark would kiss my forehead or cheek but never said anything. We just laid silently on the bed. It was cramped, I didn't mind though. Still, 17 hours till I can go home. Dark moved next to me standing up from the bed. I looked at him curiously. He walked to into the connected bathroom shutting the door. I sighed and was left in my thoughts. 

My mind scrambled around the recent events that have happened. I ached to have a blade in my hands to drag across my skin. But I can't. If I do I will only disappoint Dark and make him feel worse about the situation. To be honest I've cut since I was 11 so... he can't change much. I still hate myself. Nothing will ever change that. 

The bathroom door opened interrupting my thoughts. Dark walked out with a bright smile on his face. He situated himself next to me curling himself around my body. I fit perfectly along his body. My eyes became droopy, I didn't want to sleep. "Get some rest, you need it," Dark whispered in my ear. I didn't respond. My eyes closed leaving me in a deep sleep. 

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A nurse walked into my room with a bright smile. " Mr. McLoughlin you are free to go." 

I smiled kindly at her scooting to get out of bed. Itch and Rot brought me clothes this morning before running off to school. Dark held my hand supporting me as I walked across the pristine, white floor. He leads me into the bathroom letting me change into the clothes. By the time I was done in the bathroom I could walk better without Dark's help. We walked side by side out of the hospital. Dark opened his car door allowing me to get inside. He then ran around the car getting into the passenger's seat. We held hands while Dark drove to his house. 

The house's along the way passed in a blur. My eyes squinted at the sight of the school. Lucius waved with a bright smile as we passed. Darzia was hooked on his other arm. I smiled looking over at Dark who had a smile on his face. His grip on my hand tightened. He gazed at me with the look of love shining in his eyes. 

Dark loves me.