Chapter Ten

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Amal's POV.

Once I realised how close Masin and I were I quickly tried to move away from him but all I ended up doing was hitting my back on the bed post and causing myself more pain.

"No love you must relax" he quickly brought his hands up to me which caused me to flinch due to thinking that he was going to inflict more harm to my body.

"Please I'm in so much already don't hurt me" I say with my hoarse voice as I tried to remove his fingers that remained firm on my shoulders. His fingers which I thought would cause me pain but was in fact doing the opposite as it gave me warmth.

Looking down at my clothes I saw that it was ripped all over and underneath it my skin was wrapped in a bandaid.

"No you don't have to fear me my love I will never hurt you" looking up at him, shock was written all over my face, how could he say that he would never hurt me and he was the one who commanded them to cause me such agony.

I brought my eyes down for a second to stare at my shoulder before I once again stared into his beautiful eyes. Bringing my hand up I slowly put it over his hand, not once breaking eye contact.

I could tell that he could see my hand moving up in the corner of his, but he didn't say anything the only thing that actually changed on his face was a small smile start to form on his face once he realised what I was doing.

Once my hand was on top of his, I notice a weird feeling start to erupt within my stomach, feelings I'm sure I haven't felt before, or did I? I still can't remember anything about my past other then the flashbacks that I have been getting.

Taking a deep breath, I try to block these emotions as I lift his hand up and push it away from me. The look on his face had so many emotions once he realised what I have done, the two emotions which were readable to me were sadness and confusion.

"You caused me this pain, even though I told you I was telling the truth and here you come saying you won't hurt me, do you seriously expect me to believe you?" For some reason I felt so much pain, not just the pain from getting whipped but also emotional pain. Like I can't believe Masin would do such a thing to me.

But who was Masin to me I have never met him before so why should I have such pain.

"I'm sorry my love..." hearing him call me my love caused a stir within me which I quickly shrugged of.

"You don't even know me, is this what all you men do, the moment you see a girl you automatically want her, I am not your love" the memory of how Jamal instantly wanted me the moment our eyes met started to play in my head as I spoke causing me to raise my voice.

"You are my love" Masin's raised his voice as well however it didn't go higher then mine as I once again repeated what I said.

"I am not your love" once those words escaped my mouth I saw anger make its way onto Masin's face, the look he was giving me it was as if someone had just insulted his family.

"Yes Amal Drego you are mine my love" he quickly got up as he brought his face closer to mine, once he stood up I had to tilt my head slightly so I could still maintain eye contact, having him in that position caused me to feel over powered due to his height.

"I'm sorry" those words instantly made there way out of my mouth as if I was programmed to say such things in these situations although I wanted to know how he knew my name, I felt it wasn't the time to ask. I was scared that any minute he will snap hit me, it's as if fear was built inside me.

"I'm sorry I raised my voice it's just you...you angered me by what you said" I saw his face relax a little as he saw the fear that he had caused me, as he once again sat down on the bed.

"I'm sorry you don't have to fear me, trust me" I heard pleading in his voice, but why would he be pleading me for such a thing?

So he can hurt you once you are vulnerable. A small voice in my head says, thinking about it fir a second I came to a conclusion that it was right.

"Why do you want me to trust you when you didn't even trust me, what has changed" I stared at him so that when he does give his answer I will see if he is speaking the truth or telling lies.

"Because you are Amal Drego, my love, I have been looking for you for many years" all I saw as he spoke was sincerity, not once did I see a spark of lie.

"But I don't remember you" once I said that it's like I indirectly hit him with a bullet because suddenly all the sincerity that was there left and was replaced by sorrow.

"Then what do you remember other then your name?" He asks as he silently waits for my answer, although I was thinking of what else I remembered my train of thought came to a quick end as I gave him my answer.

"Nothing"

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