His Queen

Chapter thirty nine

Amal's POV

You can do this, it's nothing big he is your husband after all and this is his right, there is nothing haram about this. I've been chanting these words repeatedly as I stood in front of the mirror staring at my long blonde locks.

Just as I took a step back to walk out of the room, I quickly shook my head as I stared back at the mirror, what if he doesn't think I'm pretty, maybe he doesn't like long hair or the colour? How about I just try again tomorrow it's not like I'm in any rush or anything.

Picking up my scarf I wrap it lightly around my hair however I still had my hair falling on my back, since I can't sleep with my hair in a bun, I would always wake up with a head ache.

Taking a step back I made my way to the door, once my hand made contact with the door knob I quickly let it go and slowly made my way back to the mirror. But I really think that now is the time, since I've been delaying it for a while.

Taking of my scarf slowly I started to fold it and put it on top of the closet basket where the dirty clothes are put. Taking a deep breath I started to walk towards the door as I took deep breaths. Putting my hand in front of the door knob I stood staring at it waiting for something to boost me to twist the door knob.

"Amal are you okay you've been in their for a while...." but before I could let him finish of his sentence I quickly opened the door and stepped out.  Just as I quickly opened the door, Masin turns around to look at me, I wasn't to sure what the expression on his face was whether it was shock from how I looked or shock from seeing me without a scarf.

His mouth slowly parted as I saw him staring at me starting from the tip of my hair all the way to the top of my head as his eyes made their way to mine.

Once we were staring at eachother I could only look at him for a couple of seconds as I instantly stared down at my hand which was playing with the ends of my hair.

I could see Masin taking small steps forwards as if I was his prey and he was scared I was going to run away. Once he was standing in front of my I saw him clench his toes and unclench them as if he was nervous.

I wasn't sure why he was nervous while I was he one that was exposing myself. But I still found it cute. Bringing his hand up he put it under my chin as he slowly forced me to look up at him.

"Why are you looking down, you should never hide your beauty from me" hearing him say that caused me to blush, but I didn't know how act so I started to slowly bite my inner lips.

"You have such beautiful hair, MashAllah" he says as he starts to bring his hand up and play with my hair. The whole time he was touching my hair our eyes never once left each other's, as if we were waiting to see each others next move.

Masin slowly brought his face down to me as he took a big breath in of my hair, but he didn't move away his face went closer to my air as he whispered.

"You smell ravishing" upon hearing that I could no longer support myself as I knew that any moment I was going to fall if  I didn't sit down, Masin was so close to me that it was making it hard to breath.

"I think it's time to go to bed now" upon hearing that I could tell that Masin forced himself to let go of me as he took a couple of steps back as he nodded his head in agreement. Turning around he started to make his way to the couch.

"You don't need to sleep there anymore you can sleep on the bed" upon hearing that Masin quickly turns around to make sure if what he heard was in fact true or just a joke. But when he saw my face his face instantly lit up as he came up to me and grabbed hold of my hand silently leading me to the bed.

"Are you sure Amal because I don't want to rush you to anything you don't want to do" silently nodding my head I got into bed as I waited for him to do the same. He stood starring at me for a couple of seconds before he made his way around to lay on the other side of the bed.

When we were both in bed awkwardly staring at one another, he opens his mouth repeatedly then shuts it as if he wants to say something but then doesn't. Seeing him like that made me laugh because he looked so cute.

"What's so funny?" He gave me a questionable look, as he stared at me waiting for the answer.

"Your face as you tried to hold yourself back from saying something, what is it?" Once he realised why I was laughing he chuckles lightly as he starts to scratch his head.

"I wanted to ask you if I could hug you but didn't know if it would have been to much" slowly moving forward, I didn't know where this courage came from but I didn't mind it. Once he saw what I was doing a huge smile made its way onto his face as he opened his arms to kiss me.

"You are my husband you don't need to ask for permission" I said as I stared deep into his eyes.
"At first I didn't want to give us a chance because I never knew I even had a chance but know that I know that you belong to me, I also belong to you" the words were just flowing out of my mouth as if I had already practiced these exact lines repeatedly.

"I'm really speechless right now like I don't even know how to express how happy I am to hear this, from how excited I am I just want to kiss you" he quickly hugs me tightly as if fearing that I would escape though the gaps between us, of they were any.

"Then why don't you" I said to him, at first he pulled back to make sure if I meant it and when I thought he didn't believe me I opened my mouth to repeat my words but before the first word can even escape my lips his came crashing on mine.

It only took me a second to close my eyes once our lips came in contact with each other.

Today we have opened a new chapter to the story of our life.