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The Past is in the Past {CDawgVA x Medium!Reader} [Part 2]

"I KNEW YOU HAD FEELINGS FOR HER!"

Connor's manly blush spread across his cheeks, you held back a giggle as Kranc jumped around excitedly.

"He's in looooooove~!" Null said as he entered the room.

"Shut up.." Connor muttered.

You grabbed his hand in yours and grinned, "They're just having a little fun, Connor."

"I know but it's kinda embarrassing."

"Dude you sound like a girl when her mom is showing her baby pictures to her boyfriend." Kranc said.

"That's oddly specific." You said with an eyebrow raised.

"What? I read a lot."

"Of?" You questioned.

"Fanfictions.."

"I KNEW IT!"

You all shared a laugh and decided to sit down and talk. A few jokes were thrown around, you played some video games, it was a good time.

Never again was the depression brought up, the cutting never happened again.

After their stay, your friends had to go back home, so while they waited outside for their Uber, Connor waiting inside with you.

"(Y/N)."

"Connor."

"I had a great time hanging out with you these past few days and I wanted to ask if you maybe want to..be my girlfriend?"

If I didn't explain before, allow me to explain now. During the duration of their stay, Connor asked you out on MANY dates. You two got along perfectly.

Now that he asked you this question, you were grinning from ear to ear, "I would love to!"

He smiled and trapped you in a tight bear hug, you hugged back and sighed happily.

The past didn't bug you anymore, not as long as your friends and boyfriend were here to help you out.

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Hello everyone! Thank you so much for reading this CDawgVA oneshot, I do want to apologize for this part 2 being really short, I was in a rush because I have many things to do today.

But I have an explanation for why I wrote this.

I wrote this oneshot while I was depressed, obviously, but I didn't want to just wallow in my own self hatred.

So I wrote this instead.

With the anorexia/bulimia, I truly believe that I suffered from it for a short period of time. But I'm okay! I'm much better! For the purpose of this story, I did implement a bit of what I suffered through.

Same with the depression, but not the self harming bit.

I myself suffer through many issues, all ranging from depression to paranoia to trust issues. What stinks is that my parents don't believe that I have these issues, their only backup to their claim is that I've "been bringing it up for years now". I have not, I'm trying to show them but they refuse to believe me.

Anyway, I did make part 1 very serious toned, I apologize if I did upset anyone, but I want to say this because so many people are joking around about it and it's really pissing me off.

Depression and suicide aren't things to joke about. They're serious issues that need attention brought into them.

Some of us are forced into hiding our feelings in fear that we'll be told off about it, that we're "overreacting".

It needs to stop. Whatever you're going through is temporary, suicide is permanent.

If anyone reading this needs someone to talk to, please don't feel afraid to message me! I will talk to you! I will help you! You can talk to anyone about what you're going through but if you feel like you're going to commit suicide, GO GET HELP!

It's not wrong if you find help. You're not stupid or weak for getting help for any problem you're having.

I believe in you, and whatever you're going through, you can fight through it.

We wear battle scars because we're fighters.

Just always keep fighting for yourself. We all love you!