[Songfic] Surrender {Your Favorite x Reader}

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So for this one, you can choose whoever you want to be in this oneshot. Anyone you like! Also italic lines are the lyrics to the song!
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Fighting

That's all you did, never once was there a moment of piece with you both screaming at each other.

We let the waters rise

You both took breaks, a lot of them at that, because you needed time away from each other. But it would always end up being you to call them and tell them that you're sorry, that you were wrong.

We drifted to survive

And as the fighting got worse and worse, you started to think about breaking up with them to stop all this fighting.

I needed you to stay

So, you ended up breaking up with them. They moved out and you were left alone.

But I let you drift away.

It's been two years since the breakup, no calls, no texts, not even a snapchat from them. You wondered where they were, if they moved on.

My love where are you?
My love where are you?

You gave up trying to look for them and decided to go to a café before heading to your college class for the day. When you reached the café, a familiar coffee smell filled your nose and you immediately drifted over to the counter to place your order.

You waited by the counter and a familiar presence was in the doorway of the café, you ignored it and took your coffee when it was ready, sitting in the corner by a window. They sat across from you.

"(Y/N)."

"(YouTuber of choice)."

"How's life?"

"The usual."

Whenever you're ready
Whenever you're ready
....
Whenever you're ready
Whenever you're ready

You ended up finishing your coffee pretty quickly and stood up from the table, heading out the door without another word to them. They watched you go as a stab of guilt pierced their heart.

Can we....can we surrender?
Can we....can we surrender?
I surrender

You avoided that café for two months, walking by it as if it never existed. You continued to study your major in college, and graduated top of your class. They attended your graduation, but they didn't go unnoticed by you.

You walked by them after the graduation ceremony as if they never existed, because unlike them, you were over them.

No one will win this time

They kept seeing you around with Kagura, the playboy everyone in the city hates. You didn't hate Kagura, as he treated you as though he wasn't a playboy. But that was a mirage before your gullible eyes. They knew that Kagura was going to treat you horribly if you got together.

I just want you back

They were right. About six months after you and Kagura got together, it seemed that all he wanted was to sleep with you, and not the sleeping that's just you fall asleep and dream, no I mean the SLEEP sleep.

You were hurt by Kagura, he made you think you were loved. So you dropped him and kicked him out. They were the first person you called for comfort, you didn't care about the fighting in the past, you just needed to be comforted.

I'm running to your side

They brought you everything you liked food wise, and even brought extra tissues and movies. They wrapped you in a blanket and let you lay on their lap as you cried. They played with your hair to calm you.

Flying my white flag, my white flag

They were a wreck without you, they couldn't stop thinking about you. So they sat you up and told you the truth about what's been going on in their life, you listened. And as you looked back, you felt the same. You missed them so much, all you wanted was to be back in their arms.

My love where are you?
My love where are you?

They looked at you, "But if you're not ready, I understand. I'll wait for you."

Whenever you're ready, whenever you're ready.
Whenever you're ready, whenever you're ready.

"(YouTuber of choice), I miss you. I miss you so much. Looking back on everything, I miss all the good times we had, even if we did fight all the time. I miss you."

"I miss you too, (Y/N). I really really do, but I don't know if-"

Can we, can we surrender?
Can we, can we surrender?

You kissed them quickly and pressed your forehead against theirs.

I surrender

"I miss you, and as much as I hate the fighting, I want you back. I surrender to ignoring and hating you cause I never did hate you. I hated ignoring you. I miss you, and I surrender."

They looked at you and smiled softly, kissing you more passionately.

"I also surrender."

I surrender.

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