Requested EXO Imagines

Baekhyun Imagine

{ Requested Baekhyun Imagine }

Imagine Baekhyun leaving you a written note on your desk just before class is getting started. Back then, he'd always leave it as anonymous but over time, the two of you realized that you both wrote to each other in secret. Eventually, the two of you created your own code where only you two could understand. But these notes weren't any confession letters, they were simply just a friendly conversation to keep the class less boring. Other than having a conversation with him, you've given him a separate letter anonymously which was your real confession letter. Every day, you'd list one reason why you loved him. Honestly, he gets couple of letters everyday because there's so many girls chasing after him. Sometimes it's just the little reason that upsets you. And its not because he did anything wrong, but because you just feel like you're losing to them in this non-existing competition over him. Many times you'd write to him a confession letter with your name signed at the bottom to let him know how you really feel, but you would just end up ripping it into a thousand pieces. When class was over, you ran out to the roof top for some fresh air to think about why you'd always get jealous when he wasn't even yours.

"Why did it matter about how many girls were after him? Why does it bother me so much? Why do I just want to grab his hands and run away?" You thought to yourself.

Baekhyun followed you up to the roof top.

"Melony," he called your name.

You turned around the moment he called your name. For a second you thought that he was there to make you feel better and to comfort you. You suddenly got butterflies in your stomach just at the thought about him, but it was obvious that he wasn't there to comfort you at all. You saw him holding your books that you forgot on your desk when you rushed out. You took them from his hands and turned away from him just after thanking him.

"There's such a weird letter that I get everyday," he said breaking the silence between the two of you.

"Why are you telling me this?" You asked effortlessly.

"You're the closest person I have, who else can I talk to about it?" He replied.

"What about the letter?" You asked without any interest.

"This person gives me a letter everyday but it's only one sentence per letter and it's different everyday. Do you think that if I put it all together, it'll explain something?" He tried explaining.

"What makes this so different from all the other letters? Aren't they all just confession letters to you?" You grumbled.

"This one is a little different, it somewhat makes me smile whenever I read the letters," he smiled.

"Then why don't you just reply back to her and ask her out.." You mumbled.

"Should I really? Do you think it'll make her smile a lot?" He said as his smile got bigger.

"Of course, but it'll just hurt all the other girls who love you," you mumbled.

"Why does it matter to you about the other people? They aren't even nice.." He complained.

"I guess I don't matter to you either then.." You thought.

"Go confess to her then. I'm busy today so I can't hang out with you, I'll have to get going now," you said just before running back downstairs.

~Reader's Point of View~

I couldn't even get a break from this.. It hurts so much that I just can't hug him and tell him how much I love him. After all that we've been through together, I guess I was just another person to entertain him when he was bored. I was nothing more to him. What letter is it that gets his attention more than mine? Aren't my confession letters just as sweet that would make him smile like that? Did he already have a crush that he never told me about? Oh right.. I'm not anyone to him, why would he tell me something so personal?