Requested EXO Imagines

Sehun Imagine

{ Requested Sehun Imagine - The 100th Requested Imagine! }

Imagine talking to friends about celebrities that you've all been crushing on and fangirling about. It was one of those sleepover nights where you'd spill out secrets and just talk about girl stuff. Your friends always end up talking about your height and how you're pretty tall for a women, it usually just goes in and out of your ears but you've heard it for quite some time now that you're starting to feel insecure about yourself. Though they were your friends so you always just laughed it out and promised them that you'd find someone perfect for you. Sometimes whenever you made that promise to them, you'd feel like it was all talk and that it wasn't ever going to happen. Sometimes even your closest friends would be the reason why you were hurt. And it was your group of friends that sometimes made you forget how you were special in your own ways. It was hard because nowadays people joke over sensitive topics, and maybe they expected people to understand that it was for fun. No one would understand how it felt when some people are just born more sensitive than others, and it hurt even more coming from your friends. But under all the scars, you'd put a smile through it all. How were you going to argue with the friends that you've known for so long, the friends that accompanied you through a big part of your life? Supposedly, the longer you knew someone, the more you understood them but it wasn't exactly the same for you because you never truly opened yourself up to them. You were so happy to have a celebrity crush because it always got your mind off to something else. Well it wasn't really a celebrity crush, but more of a childhood crush.. Anyways, EXO was the group you all talked about often, and Sehun was your bias. You've fallen for him for the genuine and delicate person he was although he always had a cold stare on his face. You've known him for quite some time now, and he was your childhood crush or now celebrity crush. As the two of you grew apart from each other, you've fallen for him more and more. The way he danced and the way his voice sounded to your hears, he was everything you could possibly imagine in a man.

Truthfully, you were always with those group of friends but it was only because of EXO that you had something to discuss about. Or at least that's what you thought whenever you were with them. But they dealt with you for the past few years whenever you went crazy over Sehun. Whether it be that you were crying over Sehun or simply just smiling because of how adorable he was, they were there. They'd understand that you loved Sehun but they'd always remind you that it wasn't possible for the two of you. It wasn't that they weren't good friends.. They didn't know my past with him.. it's just too complicated.

~Reader's Point of View~

There's good news! One of our friends said she's bringing us to one of their fan signing events! I couldn't possibly think that there was a better day than the day I see Sehun in person again. It was so sudden, but maybe it was just because I was so caught up in my negative thoughts again. Will he remember me? Then suddenly I realized that he was all famous and everything.. If I went to see him, what would I be to him? I didn't compare to those women at his company that he'd pass by every day. How would I ever catch his eyes? I bit my fingers as I started panicking. I felt more insecure than I ever did before. I thought about it again.. the things my friends always mentioned about my height. I wouldn't be too tall for Sehun right? I always placed myself by his side in my mind to see if I'd suit him well and I know he's far too good for me, but he was the only man I wanted to picture myself with and the only man I wanted to be with. Maybe if I dressed up more fashionable that day of meeting him.. but I can't trick him for life. I can use all the make up in the world to cover up my face, but I can't run from reality forever. To be with him, he'd see me without it one day. But even if it wasn't to get his attention, I had to look decent enough when he'd recognize me as his old classmate. If we started talking again, would I always have to dress up fashionably? I'm afraid that I'd get tired of pretending to be someone I wasn't. Would make up and designer clothes even be enough to make me look pretty? How would I speak to him? What do I say to him when I see him? What if he doesn't recognize me? All these questions started popping up on me, and I just felt so annoyed because I didn't know how to deal with them.