Misfit Love

I hate You.

I felt the tears rushing down my face.

"Xander..." He pushed the girl away from him and stood up staring at me.

"Roxy.. it's not what- " I cut him off. I snatched the necklace and ring off and threw them both at him.

"We're done." I stormed out of the room. I ran by Zedd and he grabbed me around my waist.

"Roxy, slow down. What happened?"

I couldn't help myself, I started crying harder. He picked me up and carried me through the crowd. He set me down when we made it outside.

"He was kissing another girl." I was able to choke out between sobs. His eyes grew wide. He jumped up and ran inside. I tried stopping him but he didn't listen.

I sat on the ground crying. I heard a girl scream then run out of the house. I quickly jumped up and ran in.

Zedd was on top of Xander beating him senseless.

"Zedd stop it! Please!" I screamed, still crying. He jerked his head to look at me. The whole room grew quiet.

"Everybody get the fuck out!" Nolan yelled. The room cleared out fast.

"He deserves this." He continued hitting him. Dixie and Sky held me back. "I'm begging you.." He hit him once more and stood up.

I was so mad at Xander. But I still didn't think he deserved that.

Xander stood up wiping the blood off of his face. "Roxy, I'm sorry." He said walking towards me.

"I hate you.." I lied. Tears started forming at the corners of his eyes. "You don't mean that..."

"You were kissing another girl." Everybody that was remaining gasped. "You did what?!" Tank growled walking towards him. I snatched away from Sky and Dixie and stormed out the door.

I pulled out my phone and dialed Jacob's number.

"Hello?"

"Can you come get me, I'm at Cat's. Please hurry."

He said "Okay." and I hung up.

Jacob pulled up and I jumped in the car.

"Why are you crying?" he said grabbing my arm.

"Just drive.." He drove until we reached his house. We walked through the door and he lead me to the couch. "Now tell me what happened."

"Xander was kissing another girl." He clenched his fists, then relaxed.

"How could he make just a stupid fucking mistake?!"

I shrugged. I had no answer. I sat there quietly with my hands folded in my lap.

"Are you okay?" he whispered. I shook my head slowly. I was far from okay. The love of my life, was kissing another girl. The boy I was engaged to, broke my heart.

∵Xander's POV ∵

Why am I so fucking stupid?! I wasn't kissing that bitch. She came into the room. She kissed me! Roxy hates me now.. I can't fix this. But I'll try. I can't lose her. She is perfect.

Her long blonde hair, her beautiful blue eyes, her perfect white smile. The way she laughs makes me so happy. Everything about her makes me fall in love with her over again. It's the little things about her. The way she pouts. How she smiles in her sleep when I'm holding her. I want to stare into her eyes for a million years. I love the way she looks in my shirts. I love having to pick her up so she can reach things. She is so graceful, whatever she's doing. She makes life beautiful. When she dances, I want to hold her close to me. I love everything about her. She's my entire universe.

"What the fuck is your problem?!" Tank was yelling at me. "I swear, it was not me! I was in Cat's room, waiting for Roxy to finish talking to Jacob. She came in the room and just started kissing me. I was trying to make her stop!" I could feel my throat burning. I was holding back my tears. I couldn't anymore. I began crying. I put my face in my hands.

"I don't deserve her.." I whispered. Cat sat beside me and put her arm around me. "Xander, do you know where she is? She's at Jacob's house. Crying on his shoulder because of what happened. She still loves you, hon. I know she does. When she loves, she loves strong. She won't give up on your relationship. That girl loves you more than anyone ever has." I looked around to see our friends agreeing. "I can see the way her eyes sparkle when you're around." Nolan said moving closer. Zedd stood in the corner, silent. Dixie did the same.

"Where does Jacob live?" I said standing up.

"A few houses down." I ran out the door. Fuck the car, I'm running.

I ran down the road not stopping to breathe. I saw Jacob's car. I went to the door and knocked. Jacob opened the door.

"What the fuck do you want?"

"Please let me talk to Roxy." She came walking up behind him. "What, Xander." she said, emotionless.

"Let me explain please." I said begging.

She walked out the door and closed it behind her.

"Roxy, I was not kissing her. I swear. I was waiting for you. I even texted you to tell you to come there when you were done." she folded her arms. She didn't believe me. Fuck.

"You have to believe me.. I would never hurt you!" The tears started falling from my eyes again. She looked away trying to hold back hers. I held her face between my hands. "I love you, so much. I never want to lose you. You're my wife. My one and only. What happened back there, that wasn't my fault. I pushed her away. I can't lose you, Roxy.. I can't. It'll destroy me.. I'll spend the rest of my life proving my love to you. I just need you to trust me right now."

∵Roxy's POV ∵

I wanted to believe him. But I didn't want to get hurt anymore. I didn't want to lose him either, I had to try.

"I have to go.." I said walking away.

"Roxy please!" I ignored him and walked inside.

"I'm leaving, I'll call you." Jacob sighed and escorted me out. I walked back to Cat's house, got the car, and left.

I laid in bed that night, crying. I had to try to sleep, I had exams coming up. School was going to suck tomorrow.

I was able to get some sleep. I forced myself out of bed. I wore yoga pants, converses, a tank top, and a hoodie. I looked a mess. I didn't care. It was school. I had nobody to impress.

"How are you feeling, sweetie?" Martika asked pulling me into a hug. I didn't answer. I just made my way to class. Xander sat beside me. I ignored him all of class. I concentrated on school. When lunch finally came, I sat at a table alone, I never said a word to anybody. Xander kept his eyes on me all day. He texted constantly. I ended up cutting my phone off.

I walked to my car and sighed. He was there. I pushed by him and got in the car. I drove off as fast as I could.