Misfit Love

Recovery

I woke up in my bed, Dixie was beside me. She had her arms around me, sleeping. I sat up slowly but stopped when I felt somebody's hand holding mine. I looked up and saw Xander sleeping in a chair beside the bed. I pulled away from him and Dixie slowly. Everybody was asleep in my bedroom. I got up and crawled into Xander's lap. His arms wrapped his arms around me. He suddenly woke up.

"Roxy! You're awake!" I smiled and nodded.

He continuously kissed me over and over, making me laugh.

Everybody, including Dixie jumped up. Dixie and I were getting hugs and kisses from everybody. Martika sat down beside us and held our hands.

"Jacob is in jail and a restraining order has been set up. If he is anywhere near you, straight to jail he goes." She smiled as she spoke. I looked around the room to see everybody smiling, except Xander and Trae. I pulled Trae out of the room.

"Are you okay, hon?" he wouldn't even look at me, his eyes stay focused on the floor. I grabbed his arm and his eyes finally met mine.

"I don't think she loves me anymore.." I could see the hurt in his eyes.

"Don't say that, Trae. She does love you, she just had a terrible experience today."

He didn't say a word. I could tell this was bothering him, so I figured I'd find out.

"Dixie, come here please." I called into the room. Trae tried walking away, but I pulled him back. "Yeah, Rox?" She asked closing the door.

"Do you love Trae, honestly?"

she answered immediately. "I love him with all my heart." He finally looked up and smiled at her. "I thought his feelings had changed towards me and it was breaking my heart.." She continued. Trae pulled her into a tight hug, and whispered something only she could hear. I hugged them both and went back into my room where everybody was sitting silently.

I sat on my bed and lit a cigarette. "Those things will kill you, babe." Xander mumbled. I smiled and pulled him onto my bed, and started kissing him passionately. I forgot everybody else was in the room, but I didn't care. He was my fiance and I was making my feelings for him known.

Apparently he'd forgotten too and started pulling at my clothes.

"Xander, we're still here." Nolan yelled.

"Then leave." Xander said in between kisses. I pulled back a little and whispered, "Let's freak them out." He smiled and nodded.

He pulled off my shirt and I let out a moan loud enough that they could all hear clearly. Xander pulled me onto his lap and started kissing down my neck. They were still there.

Stubborn friends we have.

Xander forgot this was only an act and unzipped his pants. He reached in his pants, and pulled it out. I looked at him with wide eyes.

They way we were laying, nobody could see it. But it still made me a little uncomfortable.

He pulled the covers over our waists, and pulled my panties off. He was really doing this.

Without giving me any warning, he slid himself inside of me, forcing a loud moan.

"Please leave!" I screamed. Nobody moved. This was starting to piss me off.

It was a joke at first, but now it's really happening and they're just sitting there. I think Xander is starting to get better at this because this was just incredible. His eyes never left my body. He pushed himself further in and it felt so good.

"Babe, we have to stop." I whispered in his ear. No answer.

It was like nobody could hear me. I tried getting up, but it's like I was glued to his body. As I looked around my room, I saw my once, lively friends, now dripping in their own blood. They were dead. I looked back at Xander and he was in the same condition. My body was covered in Xander's blood. I went into panic mode.

My eyes shot open. It was only a dream. My breathing was heavy and Xander was standing over me, shaking my limp body. I grabbed him and pulled him close to my body.

"Roxy, what happened, baby?"

I didn't want to tell him what happened. It was the weirdest dream I'd ever had.

"N-nothing, sweetie. I'm fine. Just a bad dream." He looked at me, with concern and sympathy in his eyes.

"Really, I am." He kissed my forehead, and picked me up bridal style.

We went down the stairs to see everybody grabbing their belongings and walking out the door, including Dixie.

"Dix, you're going to school tomorrow, right?"

"Yeah. I'll see you then. love you, sweets." She and Trae walked out the door, closing it.

I wiggled free from Xander and walked over to the kitchen. I was starving. I opened the refrigerator and grabbed some fruits.

"Want some?" I held out the bag to Xander. He just shook his head and I shrugged. Ah well.

He seemed a bit off though. I ate my fruit, watching him. He just starred at me blankly.

"Do I have something on my face?" He chuckled and sat beside me. "No, even if you did, you'd still be beautiful. I was just thinking about our wedding and such."

"Ohh. That explains the odd behavior then?" He nodded quickly. "Yep, yep."

I kissed his head as I stood up.

"It's getting late. We should go to bed. Exams and such you know."

His eyes grew wide. "Exams already?!" I nodded slowly.

"Today is the...18th."

"Holy shit. Time has flew by."

"You gotta remember, we were apart for little over a month." I pulled him into a tight hug. "Let's go, baby." He smiled and followed behind me.