Misfit Love

Our FIrst Time

I walked over to my couch and sat down. Xander followed.

"I missed you, Roxy." he grabbed my hand.

"Yeah, I missed you too, Xander." I looked at him and smiled.

He pulled me close to him, I could feel his heartbeat. It was in sync with mine now. He moved closer and pushed his lips against mine. I could feel my face heat up as I kissed him back. This kiss was amazing. So much passion and love. His soft lips matched with mine. He stood up and pulled me with him.

"Let's go upstairs." I nodded and headed up the stairs. I've never been so nervous in my entire life. My hands were trembling as we reached my room. He sat on the edge of my bed and motioned for me to do the same.

"Roxy, if you don't want to do this, please tell me. I'm not going to force you to do anything that you don't want to do." he paused and stroked my cheek. "If you would feel comfortable waiting longer, I won't be mad. I know this will be hard for you since the incident. But this is your-" I cut him off by kissing him. He wrapped his arms around my waist and moved on top of me.

I started pulling off his clothes, he pulled mine off. We both laid there, completely naked. I could tell he was nervous. His eyes said it all. I looked at his body. Then I gasped.

"What? What's wrong?"

"Um, it's.. really big." I giggled.

he started blushing hard. "I-i'm sorry."

I couldn't believe how cute he was! He was like a little kid in a new place.

"Don't be sorry, baby." he smiled and kissed me softly.

"Well.. are you ready?" I nodded then he slowly moved in between my thighs. He pushed himself inside of me slowly. I felt him grip the bed. I grabbed his face and kissed him hard. In between kissing he let out a moan. I smiled and grabbed his back. He moved slow and deep. I moaned along with him. As he moved a little faster, I smiled. He wasn't nervous anymore. Neither of us wanted to stop.

Xander and I made love for three hours straight. He laid beside me. He Just stared at me smiling. I stared back at him and smiled.

"I love you, Roxy."

"I love you, Xander."

We held hands in silence. Smiling like crazy people.

"So, how was your first time?"

"There is no word that can explain how amazing it was." he smiled.

That made me happy.

I got out of the bed and put his shirt on.

"How do I look?" he smiled. "Gorgeous."

I sat beside him and smiled. "Our birthdays are coming up." he nodded, "I know."

"I still think it's strange how our birthdays are beside each other. February 21st and February 22nd." he punched my arm gently. "You're a day younger than me, ma'am." I kissed his cheek. "Yeah, Yeah. whatever." At least we'll be 19 together. we don't ever have to worry about a party. The girls always handle it. Thank. God."

We both laughed.

"Roxy?"

"Yeah?"

"Will you do me the honor of being my date at our birthday party?"

I smiled. "Do you even have to ask?"

He kissed me softly. I was happy again.