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Im a disgusting result of an affair that should have never happened. But i guess i just have to live like that.
I think it's so fucking hilarious that my father can't remember how many years its been since he lied to a naive 20 year old and cheated on his wife. "How old are you?" He says. "10? 11?" No. I'm 14. It's been 14 years since you made that awful choice. Its been 9 years since you came you came clean to both your wife and my mom. It's been 5 years since i realized you would always forget my birthday because you had other priorities. Its been 4 years since i realized that a man who isnt even related to me by blood can be a 1000x better dad that you were. It's been 2 years since we started needing to use a translator to even talk to each other. It's been 1 year since i havent even wanted to see you.
Its stupid that you think buying me a fish or some dumb shit like that will make me forgive you completely.
"When you're older and you understand, my arms will be open for you"
UNDERSTAND WHAT????? Understand that you lied to my mother and said you were single, that you were not married?? Understand that you kept me a secret from your family for 5 years so your wife wouldnt find out???
This whole situation is stupid.
It never should have happened.
I never should have been born.
NOT BECAUSE THEN YOUR ASS WOULDNT REGRET THE SHIT YOU DID but because then my mom's heart wouldnt have been broken and she wouldnt have such a hard time trusting people.
Fuck you.
To my friends. I'm fine. Just blowing off some steam.
