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Gifts

Another note to you. A lot less angry. I don't really know if I want a reply or not. It's just a vent really. Please don't take this as a "fuck you" kinda thing. It's not. It's more like a confused and slightly hurt "why?" I just want to let my feelings out dont get mad at me please.

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Welp. I got the bag of stuff today. Saw the book, though honestly, idk if I'm gonna read it because I don't necessarily like the subject (weird right? I never talk too much about being religious woowoo). I'm honestly more excited for 100 Years. I'm really interested in that one.

The box is cute, i feel like i remember that sitting on your desk (though if its new that sounds dumb). Thanks for the coins, i'm glad america hasn't died yet so it's just a lucky 41 cents. There was a lot of unnecessary stuff in there. I didn't know you kept all of it, i dont really know why tbh. I'm confused. If it felt like a chore to hang out with me why didn't you throw the stuff away? And idrk why you gave me our lists of things to do at your house? Like what am I supposed to do with those? Just remember the fun times we had ? Idek.

I almost expected there to be a new letter from you to me in there.

Also, why did you give me the "l the bat" thing? The one with the bi flag? I made that for you. I don't understand why you gave it back. Why would I want it? It was a gift to you, if you didn't want it anymore you could have just thrown it away. Same with the little drawing of you. And the my "secret love letter" and the other little note (the ones that really just said "hey thotto" and "whats up hoe"). Idk why you gave those back either. Those were for you. I mean like idk why you gave them to me? Did you just want me to throw them out? Why couldnt you have thrown them out yourself I genuinely don't understand. And if you gave me those, why didn't you give me back all the other bat drawing or things ive made you? I don't want them, i'm just wondering why you only put those two in there. And like of you gave me everything else why did you keep the picture of us? Or did you throw it away? Agh idek anymore. Im over thinking.

Also do your parents/brother know what happened? What did you tell them? Have you always told them that you didn't like me or was it a shock to them too ? I know my parents were really shocked.

aGh idk. My friends want to burn the book because you put that in the note in the front but i don't think i will. Maybe tear a page or two if I get upset. Or let them since they really want to destroy something. HP's violent hah. Anyway. Idk we'll see. For now i'm just confused and swamped with homework