AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHetc.

Journaling

So for the past couple of years I've kept a journal. I have two completed ones and one that I was half way through.

Then my mom found the journal i was working on right now.

And read the whole thing.

And i'm really upset by it.

It sounds sO dumb, trust me.. i know. But i tried to write another entry after my mom read through the journal and i just can't. It just feels "tainted" i guess idk. My journal was like my one actual private thing and now it's not private. Someone's read the whole thing, even the pages I don't let anyone read. I've had someone go through it and criticize everything I've written in there.

Someone told me to just start a new book and i wanted to, but idk. Whenever i try to journal now, even on just a loose leaf paper, it just doesnt feel like a "safe place". It feels like someone's gonna read it. I don't feel free to write whatever i wanted anymore.

It's really frustrating because i really did like journaling but now that's been taken from me woowoowoowoowoo