It feels
Like i have a million thoughts runnings through my head, but as soon as you ask me what I'm thinking, they'll all run away and i wont be able to grasp one of them. I can feel that they're there. I can feel them twirling around my head but i cant focus on any single one.
It feels
Like im constantly waiting off stage, waiting to walk on. I can hear the audience whisper and i can't see them, but i know that all their eyes are glued to the stage. Waiting for me to walk on. I can't remember why i'm going on stage. Im going to make a fool of myself and my stomach is in knots that are even harder to untangle that earbuds.
It feels
Like i'm a bother
It feels
Like i'm being too dramatic
It feels like im helpless
But its okay. Im okay.
YOU ARE READING
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