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Just a thought i guess ?

Heyhey, sorry, i havent had wifi for the past couple of days. Anyway so first just a tidbit of Dice-ness

So yesterday i was at this mall (still in Turkey) and i saw someone out of the corner of my eye that my brain thought was Dice and i almost cried. I would've fallen over and died right there if it actually was him. But no, he's not in turkey. Which is good for me cuz i dont feel like dying on vacation.

Anyway here's the thought thing:
So every time i text dice i think "if only he knew the drama that goes on behind every text and ever action i do" and so idk i was just thinking like what if he somehow found this book?? I seriously doubt it would ever happen, but if it did... i'm pretty sure he already knows his name is dice, so he would know it was about him. Idk. I wouldnt think that this would make him like me. I was just thinking cuz like if someone liked me i would love love love to read a book like this cuz it's just fun to see into someone else's mind and see how they see you. (No, no one has a crush on my i'm weird.)
I feel like putting this up is lowkey dangerous since London has his # and could send him a link to the story.... i feel like even if she did do that i wouldnt mind too much. I would rather not know that he was reading this though (if he was) cuz otherwise i feel i'd be paranoid about everything i write. But at the same time, i would probably want to know. Idk i'm being weird haha.

Oh, i was in the car and for some reason this kept repeating in my mind (i thought it up): "Im not quiet. I have a lot to say. But somehow, you take my words away"

Idkk it just describes my situation well. I need to get over him. It's not going to go anywhere. I dont really expect it to. I guess i would like to at least be friends with him ?? Like friends that talk in person. Idkkkkkkkk!!

A note to dice if for some strange reason he ever finds this and decides to read this: um, hey? This is weird cuz i know you're probably not gonna read this, but you're cool. Sorry i'm weird. This book has probably scarred you lmao

That's all i've got. Byee!!

-Yacy☁️