Am i a bother ?

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So this week is tech week *crowds cheering* *director screaming* *theatre kids crying*

So basically i have to stay after school till 9:30

Everyday

Until thursday. Then friday is opening night

Anyway, during tech week we have a theme everyday to advertise for the show.

Today was Man's Best Friend Monday so i brought in this guy

Today was Man's Best Friend Monday so i brought in this guy

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He's missing a word on him, ignore that. He's old. But anyway, A took my dog and threw it at L and i was like hAh funny wow shjwhdk and then later the actors were doing a line through in the makeup room and i was doing light stuff with my friend Suga and we walk through the makeup room and A and L were playing with my dog and like cuddling and yeah wow i got sad

Then during dinner they didnt even save me a spot to sit with them but ya know thats fine i sat with Suga

So ive just been worried that I'm bothering them. Plus when we were leaving L gave A a hug and he gave her a kiss on the cheek and my soul died a little inside. And then L almost left without giving me a hug. Like i had to ask for one. That made me hella sad so after i got in the car and was on my way home I texted A:

I'm just worried that he's lying but thats also just me being paranoid and worried like always

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I'm just worried that he's lying but thats also just me being paranoid and worried like always.

Good news though: i get to actually help with the lights for the show ahhhh!!!! I'm gonna get to do the lights for one hole show i'm so fricken excited !! I dont plan on doing lights everytime. I plan on acting in some of the plays but if i dont act in them i'll do lights with Suga and i just ahhhh we have a meeting with the director tomorrow at 2:40 to talk about light cues and i'm sO EXCITED AHJDKSBDKWBDKEBKDNFKWNKFENKFJEKFJEKFJEKFJWKDKEDNWJDKWJDK!!!!!!!!!

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