Over it

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[[this starts angry but i feel like i calmed down after the first paragraph. Who knows though.]]

I'm done. I hate everything. I hate this situation. I hate that i was dumb enough to believe that everything you said was genuine. I hate that i was too dumb to read your fucking mind and see what you really felt since i guess that's what you were expecting me to do. I hate that you probably always looked at me as temporary and something easily replaceable. I hate that you probably don't even fucking care.

I doubt you're reading this,, if you started to you were probably scared away from the first paragraph because a lot of the time you're too scared to face confrontation.

If you're still reading this i want you to know that you should take time to think about how your actions affect people. Not telling someone you had a problem with them then dropping them on a dime is a really shitty thing to do. Yeah, maybe it won't hurt you, but you're not the only one involved in the situation.

"You have 80 friends and two weeks, I'm sure you'll find someone else to go with" or whatever the hell you said. Do you really never remember me telling you that you're the only person i ever hung out with outside of school?

Also if the shit i was talking was boring maybe you should have tried to add more to the conversation ?

Also "i'm 0% worried about not having her as a friend" you do realize that you're old internet friend is my friend too right ? You do realize that she texted me when she read your post (though it was an hour late) and even sent me a link to your post ? It's crazy how you can be bold enough to post that stuff on your tumblr but you cant face your problems in real life.

Some actual advice: overall this shit is so insignificant right now. We're in highschool it won't matter to me in a week or two. I've already taken all your shit off my walls. But ya know, when you're an adult that shit isn't gonna fly well with people. It's harder to find friends as an adult so you're gonna have to learn how to work out problems and not throw things away when it gets too hard. It'll only end up badly for you and I pity you if you can't figure that out cuz you're too stuck in your own head.

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