Chapter 4

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Despite getting off it just isn't the same as the dick. It helps but doesn't satiate you the same. Especially if you had your mind set on sex and not masturbation. So annoying. I drifted off to sleep a little frustrated but nevertheless it was a good slumber. I got up and took a shower and let the water run over my muscles and relax me, to top it off I used my Dr. Teals Eucalyptus & Spearmint body wash. I couldn't get enough of smelling it. It had such a serene smell that I probably looked like a lune tune sniffing it.

 It had such a serene smell that I probably looked like a lune tune sniffing it

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I got out of the shower and put on my lotion. I brushed my hair and put it up in a neat bun, don't need it getting in the way tonight.I throw on my scrubs, grab my bag, and make sure I have my badge and keys. I head out the door and make my way to my car to head to the station. I love my car, I go the new Tesla Model S. It's blue and beautiful. I'm pretty frugal but I just had to have it. Plus it's blue, that should say it all, I love blue. I got to the station and dreadfully got on the train. I take it because in the morning I'm tired as hell and driving for that length of time home in morning traffic is a death wish. The short drive from the station to the house is enough.

I put in my headphones and listened to my playlist, enjoying getting lost in the music so I didn't have to focus on the fact the people next to me had become a part of me they were so close. Finally my stop was called and I pushed my way through the pedestrians who obviously don't care if you have to exit or not. I made my way up the stairs and and finally got to the lockers for the employees. Of course I run into Saraj because she is never more than a turn away. I put my stuff away and she immediately comes with the gossip.

"Girl, supposedly the new doctor starts tonight with us. He's like some hot shot who's been over seas helping out with the new hospitals. So--" I cut her off by holding up my hand.

"Saraj, I love you but just as I told Rayne, who was blabbering about dude during our meeting. I'll just meet him when I meet him. You guys are bugging out about a new doctor. We have patients to deal with, lives to bring into the world. Nobody cares about a new doctor unless he doesn't do his job correctly, and then he will be dealt with. Outside of that I don't give a damn right now."

Saraj looked at me and raised her brow, "uh who took a shit in your coffee?"

I sighed, I know I shouldn't be taking this out on her, she did nothing. Here I thought I was over the sexual frustration but clearly not.

"Girl my bad, I'm just frustrated. Don't pay me any mind." I shook my head. She laughed. "Sounds like you went home and mission didn't get accomplished." I looked at her and narrowed my eyes at her.

"Shut up!" I walked away to the nurses station to look at the day, all the while she's cracking up like the inconsiderate asshole she is.

As I looked over the charts, I paged all the nurses and told them to meet me by nurse station A so we could have a meeting and give them a good pep talk for the night. I waited and in a bout 3 minutes everyone was there waiting for me to give my spiel. Being head nurse called for more duties than the average nurse but I loved my job, it was no doubt my passion.

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