Foster Girl

"Not Okay"

Listen to (Hold back the river - James Bay) for this chapter❤

I had just come back from yet another exciting trip visiting this island today. Sadly enough today is also my last day here and I don't even know what I'm going to do before I go back home. There was just SO much to do. I really wasn't picky either so whatever comes up I can work with it.

I collapsed into the bed and let out a frustrated groan. As my head met the soft plush ness of my hotel room pillow I heard the crinkle of a paper underneath. Wondering how it even ended up there I slightly turned around to take up the white sheet of paper that was just casually lying there in between my pillows.

Kind of excited to read what was on the paper I hastily opened the front of the paper which was folded way too neatly and after going in different folding patterns in order to not tear or rip off anything eventually I had it open. The contents seemed to be a letter and more surprising it was written to me.

The letter reads as follows and I quote:

" Hey Shay,
                  I know that you may or may not get to see this but I decided that I needed to get this off my chest. Lol, you're probably wondering who writes letters these days but, it was my go to solution because I couldn't exactly come to you with this casually.
             I haven't known you for more than eight months but I needed you to know this. I'm MADLY in love with you. I know what you're thinking right now too. 'What the hell.' You see the thing is I've wanted to tell you for weeks but I needed to be sure I knew what I was saying and believe it or not I DO LOVE YOU. I've always been.
             But, you don't love me back and I do understand that . Like I said this was something that needed to be done. If you really want to know why I love you so much then there's only one way of simplifying it for you and that is everything. I Love the way you aren't afraid to be yourself, I love when you smile and your mouth does that thing where it shows more teeth than normal ( I find that hot asf BTW ;-) ) , I love how cute your dimples are and how you blush when you realize you're actually BLUSHING, I love your attitude and oh please lets not forget about that body ;).