Scar on my Heart (Carmichael Series #3)✔️

BONUS CHAPTER: Scar's POV

**HI GUYS I'M BACK. This is a bonus chapter for ya'll because a lot of you wanted to see Scar's POV during the break as well as what Poppy said to him! I hope this is up to your guy's standards because it's literally the longest update I've ever written. This has not been edited at all so please forgive any spelling or grammar errors

ALSO!!!!!!!!! The time in this chapter starts A MONTH AFTER SCAR AND EVANGELINE STARTED THEIR BREAK. If you ask me this question in the comments I'm probably just going to laugh and ignore you bc I literally just answered that question. PLEASE ENJOY!**

One Month Later

Scar's POV

Getting out of bed for work was hard. The day I came home from work to realize that someone had removed all of her things threw me into a savage rage. I almost killed my opponent in the ring that night. Knox tried banning me from The Underground after it happened, but I just kept showing up anyway.

Seeing Knox at his business on renovation jobs was the hardest thing in the world. Knowing that he was my only source of information for the woman I loved, but also knowing that he would never tell me how she was the hardest part. The one time I'd caved enough to ask resulted in me with a black eye, split lip, and swollen jaw. Fuck, could you blame me? It's not like I intended for this to happen! I was just trying to keep her fucking safe for Christ's sake!

The late night thoughts were killing me. I couldn't sleep anymore because the second I closed my eyes all I could see was her. Smiling, laughing, the way her eyes would scrunch closed whenever she was on the brink of an orgasm. And then there was the never ending stream of thoughts.

Did she miss me as much as I missed her? Did she get more than two hours of sleep every night unlike me? Had she moved on already?

The last thought caused me to clench my fists around the steering wheel of my truck as I drove to where Tanner and I were meeting a few men to handled my father's crew once and for all. Executing every single one of them and ensuring my woman's safety was the only thing keeping me going and keeping me holding onto my last bit of sanity I had left.

"Are you nervous?" Tanner muttered from the passenger seat. I just shrugged while taking a deep breath.

"No." I answered simply and truthfully. He'd been on edge around me ever since Evangeline and I split. Everyone had been, really. I even had a few guys quit my company because I was an "insufferable bastard who needed to get his head out of his ass". I was surprised I didn't have a lawsuit on my hands with how badly I beat the little fucker up.

It wasn't my fault, really. Had God not graced me with awful, shitty parents then I wouldn't have had to leave my girl all on her own so that I could take care of business and I wouldn't be in this situation right now. Had Knox just worked with me and given me updates on her well being like I'd been begging, things wouldn't be as bad as they were now.

I knew he felt bad for me. Everytime he saw me, I could see the pity in his eyes for just a split second before it would leave and his anger would resurface. Why he was so fucking angry with me, I had no idea. He should be thanking me for keeping his daughter out of harm's way.

"Just...just don't be a crazy fucking idiot when we get in there, okay? I don't wanna lose my best friend." He asserted. I cleared my throat before nodding my head, unable to verbally promise him anything - because I really couldn't. I couldn't promise him that I was going to go in there totally sane or come out unaffected. These men had fucked with the most important thing to me and now they were going to pay.

Parking a little ways away from the abandoned business complex that still had the condemned papers loitering around, Tanner and I quietly crept out of the car to his brother's that was stationed a few feet away.