Adopted by Our2ndLife

Chapter 26

Connor POV

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I slowly take the key out of the ignition and take a few deep breaths.

I shouldn't be nervous- but I am. I really screwed up my chances with Kat, she's a beautiful hilarious tough little thing and I totally fucked up our relationship.

I never intended to make out with Jc's bitch of a sister- it just happened. Yes, I did kinda admit that I wanted to make out with her- fuck.

To save myself from more of my choking thoughts I climb out of the car and right up to her steps.

I reach for the doorbell, then gradually put my arm down without pushing the button. Maybe she's asleep, I should come back later.

I turn to my car and stare off, I know it's not right but I can't stand telling her.

She'd be crushed, I can't see her cry- then I'd cry and I'd look like a complete baby.

Fuck. Without any thinking I hit the doorbell, you just have to except it Connor. You fucked up and this is your punishment, it's the right thing.

The door opens revealing Kat in a pink robe, her hair is in a messy bun and she's squinting at me as the sun shines off her face.

I can tell she just rolled out of bed- yet she looks magnificent.

"Hey Connor." she smiles at me.

I smile sheepishly at her as I scratch the back of my neck, "Hey, uhm, can I- can I talk to you... Out here?"

Hell no did I want her parents to see me, she looks confused but steps out of her house and closes the door behind her.

I take her hand and lead her to the hood of my car, she unties her robe revealing some purple silk pajama pants and a plain black v-neck.

"What is it?" she smiles at me, fuck she's gorgeous.

"I uhm... I just... fuck!" I groan.

She looks me up and down, then at my face with a confused expression.

"Ok. I need to tell you something, and you can't interrupt me. Ok?"

She nods and without hesitation I start to blabber on.

I tell her everything- everything!

And when I'm out of breath and finished I look to her, she not crying. She's just staring up at the sky.

Tears start to form in my eyes but I wipe them away with my hand.

She takes a deep breath, "Did you come here on your own to tell me?"

I shake my head in shame.

"Were you going to eventually tell me?"

I take a deep breath, "I'd probably spit it out under pressure sooner or later."

Kat nods, she picks up her robe and starts onto her front porch.

"Wait! Do you... do you forgive me?" I yell to her.

She turns when she's at the door, "I-I don't know. Maybe."

Without even a smile or frown, she moves motionless into the house and shuts the door.

I climb into the car and slam the door behind me, I stare the steering wheel emotionless.

I feel a single tear falls down my face, I let it fall into my jeans.

I really fucked up, way to go.

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Hey guys! Yeah this was a really emotional chapter (ish haha), but this story can't be all kisses and rainbows! Anyways, thanks for all the votes 200+!! YEEEE! ~Zoe!!