A random book what I do when I update.. really?

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I'm the only one not crying yet it affects me more than anyone else, I know they have walls yet mine are the sturdiest and strongest

And the toughest to overcome

I've haven't let anyone through, I let people get glimpses of my mind but they don't understand

No one does

But I still have my faith and my hope, that someone will come to me and knock my walls down with a bulldozer and I'll feel safe and loved

And that same faith is dying with every day and every year that passes, why do I even try?