Whenever I'm with friends and family and just people i know I can feel happy but when I'm alone it all changes, I'm sad, I don't know what to do, I don't know what I'm doing, why do I do the things I do ?
I'm confused,
but I don't know the source of my confusion, why is my self esteem so low? Why do I have these thoughts? Why do I live the way I do? Why do I live? Sure I've had many traumatising things in life and sure maybe they've stopped from doing what I wanted to do or what I wanted to try or what I liked and.
Trying to be what I've always wanted to be, but sometimes what we want is not always what we get.
I just want to be happy
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A random book what I do when I update.. really?
RandomWARNING THIS HAS SWEARING! This is a book about me and my life and basically what I'm thinking you may discover I'm absolutely crazy or I may be shit at writing things Anyway enjoy and please no judge my cold and dead heart can't take anymore
