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"The Notebook" Chance says.

"Broo I watched that on my own once and I shed a tear not gonna lie" Anthony says making me laugh.

"Let's watch something funny" I suggest.

We had just gotten back from dinner and are trying to decide what film to watch.

"Dance camp" Jake says.

"We've literally watched that 100 times. You make us watch it every time" Chance says.

"Lets just watch white chicks" I say spotting it on Netflix.

"That's soo girly" Jake whines.

"No it's not it's really good" I click on it and it starts loading since the wifi is really bad.

"I'm gonna get the snacks" Chance says standing up. I notice him mouthing something to Jake and Jake gets up as well.

"Me too" The two of them rush out of the room.

I look at Anthony who was sitting next me.

"Did you see that?" I ask him.

"See what? All I saw was another opportunity to be alone with you" he smirks and moves over to close the space between us. "And do this"

He leans in and we start making out until we get rudely interrupted.

"Yoooo Macanthony is soo real" I turn round to see Jake and Chance filming us "I told you guys I would keep you updated on them" Jake says to his camera before turning it off and putting it down.

"Jake you said you wouldn't" I say moving slightly away from Anthony.

"Sorry. The Jake Paulers wanted to see it" he shrugs.

So that's what him and Chance were playing at.

"And you didn't even get any snacks"

"Oh yeah we should probably get those" They leave the room again and I sit back to watch the movie. Anthony puts his arm round me and pulls me into him so I'm leaning on his chest and can feel his heart beating through his hoodie.

After the movie finishes it's about 10pm and we're all bored so we decide to go in the hot tub.

The boys had been drinking a bit and were beginning to get a little drunk. They bring some more bottles of beer and put them on the side of the hot tub.

"Babe come here" Anthony says stretching his arms out to me after we all get in. I step over to him and he immediately starts kissing me. His hands go all over my body and he squeezes my butt more than once.

"Anthony stop" I pull away.

"No fuck me baby" I hear Jake and Chance laughing behind me.

So maybe he was more than a little drunk.

"Yeah let's have a foursome Kenzz" Chance shouts behind me.

I just laugh and sit back down knowing that they were drunk and probably didn't have a clue what they were doing.

"Seriously Kenz. Come on" Anthony says pulling on my bra strap.

"Stop" I move his hand away.

"C'mon lets have a bit of fun" his voice sounded husky and he was slurring his words.

"Anthony not now. I'm gonna go to bed" I stand up.

"Noo just stay. Stop being so boring" he grabs my hand and pulls me back down into the water.

"Anthony why are you acting like this?" I was beginning to get kind of scared.

"Mackenzie you might as well just fuck me in this hot tub. It's your only opportunity since you're gonna fucking die soon"

Chance and Jakes laughter immediately stops.

"Anthony shut up" I shout taking his hand off mine and standing back up.

"Why did you have to get fucking cancer? You made me fall for you and then you turn round and tell me you're dying"

I feel tears prick in my eyes one of the others gasp.

"You know it's not like that" I whisper stepping out of the hot tub and turning towards the house.

"That's Right Mackenzie. Just run away from all your problems." He yells.

Where did this come from? Why is he being so mean to me? He was being so sweet earlier.

I walk into the cabin as tears start falling from my eyes.

"But you can't run away from your cancer you piece of shit" he shouts after me.

I shut the door then run up the stairs and flop onto my bed, crying. I can't believe he did that. He knows I want to take things slow and kissing is the most I'm willing to do at the moment. Even though he's drunk and probably doesn't know what he's saying, his words still hurt a lot. He told Jake and Chance which is not what I wanted and he knew that.

I get off my bed and dry myself off then put pyjamas on and get into bed. I just want to go to sleep and forget about it.

***
Day 3

"Mackenzie please" I hear his voice on the other side of the door "I'm so so sorry" he knocks again for the 100th time today. "I just want to talk" I hear his voice crack, meaning that he was probably crying.

I had woken up at 10 and obviously the boys were still sleeping after their little night in the hot tub so I had just taken a bunch of food up to my room and locked the door. It's now 3pm and I haven't been out of my room at all. Anthony has knocked on the door every ten minutes for the past few hours and I haven't said anything to him. I'm so annoyed at him.

"I fucked up so bad" he's definitely crying. "Just talk to me. Jake and Chance are out. It's just us"

I kind of feel guilty for a moment but then remember what he did last night.

"Anthony just go away. I need time to think" I call out.

"Mackenzie open the door" he knocks again.

"Anthony stop. I don't want to talk to you right now"

"Okay I understand. Please will you talk to me later? Just give me a chance to explain"

"Okay fine" I sigh. I just want him to leave me alone.

"I'll come back in two hours okay?"

"Whatever" I mutter and get my laptop out of my bag deciding that some online retail therapy was needed.

I plug my headphones into my laptop and listen to music loudly on YouTube then I start shopping.

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