Everything || Daughter of a Ro'maeve Book II

Lost Emotions

I woke up back to my room. Was I gone? Was that a dream? I guess not but there I something in me. A hole. I can't feel anything, happiness,sadness,anger, I can't feel it.
I went down thinking it was just nothing.

I was then hugged by my family.

"Hey guys." I said with no emotion.

"Oh y/n..I thought we lost you." Mama said.

"I thought so too." I sat down on the couch watching TV.

"Garroth?." I said.

"Yeah..." He answered.

"Garroth...help me." I said looking at him.

"What?! What's wrong?." Zane panicked.

"I-I can't feel any emotion." I said

"Y/n..you're joking right." Vylad was worried

"No."

"The potion..is this what it gave you?no emotion? But how about Garroth?." Vylad said.

"I don't know..." Garroth said.

"Y/n..how do you feel?." Papa asked.

"I feel, shattered,broken, barely any good ones." I said.

"Depression?." Zane said.

"No...Its like in this video. See." Zane said.

"Since when did you find that?." Vylad was annoyed.

"A year ago...when y/n got yandere on Aaron." Zane said with guilt in his tone.

I stared at the TV and saw the news.

"Lycan and Ro'maeve family accepted to society." It was the tittle.

"Wow!finally! All those jibber jabbers around will stop!." Mama said.

"Yes. But will this potion become permanent within 24hours?." I said.
I just realized I'm Much smarter this way. I think?

"Don't worry. I'll look for something." Papa then called someone.

"What happened?." I asked.

"You and Garroth blocked the potion from getting to Aphmau." Zane said.

"Not that..after that." I said.

"Oh! Zach , Elizabeth and Michael were taken to Alcatraz. Laurence and Travis are still recovering from the potion and ...we don't know about your healing potions. The potions to not make you such an emo." Vylad said.

"Oh really? I thought maybe, I can scare you better with this." I said straightly

"You're weird when you're like this." Vylad said.

"Not that I can say much about you." I said.

"..."

"She got ya!." Zane chuckled.

"Don't be mean. You are too." I said.

"I hate having sisters." He rolls his eye

"And I don't appreciate my annoying brothers." I said.

"Hey guys. I can't feel anything. " Garroth sat down beside me.

"So do I. We need help." I said.

"Y/n... I'll just call you pig forever." Zane said.

I felt something.It was burning. It felt like...anger.

"Don't you dare call me that! I hate you! I HATE MY EMO BROTHER!."I ran outside and went to Aph's House.

I pounded on the door which felt like hours. Suddenly, Aphmau and Aaron opened the door.

" hey y/n--uhm..Why so tense?."Aaron suspected.

"Its complicated!." I grit my teeth.

"Oh. Um. Come in and take a seat." Aphmau said.

I went in and sat at the couch, crossing my arms and feeling anger.

"Y/n what happened?." Aphmau sat beside me.

"I don't know. All I could feel is the emptiness and anger. I have no emotions Aph!." I said angrily.

"Calm down. The potion must be taking away your emotion until..." Aaron paused then said.

"Until you can...*clears throat* maybe *cough* do *cough* *cough* Suicide..." He said.

"I can't do that. I have no guts in doing that. " I was relaxed.

"You seem fine, but you have no emotion but anger." Aphmau said.

"Yeah"

Suddenly, Aaron's phone rings and he picks it up.

"What ?!?!. OK..ok... We'll be there. I will text mom and dad about this." Aaron said.

What is going on?

Aaron keeps his phone in his pocket and says.

"We need to get to your house now!." Aaron panicked.

"Ok! Quick!." I was pushed in the car and then Aaron drove and zoomed to my house.

When we arrived, I saw Derek with a sad face.

"What's going on?." Aaron approached his dad.

"Its Garroth." He said.

"What's wrong with Gargar?." If I had my emotions, I'm already scrambling and crying but I don't have them now. I can only walk to his room quietly.

I ran to his room and saw Garroth in bed. He was screaming and he was in pain by the looks of it.

"Garroth calm down!!." Zane tells him.

"Garroth? What happened?." I asked.

"He said he feels a burning inside him that burns all his parts." Daniel's mom said.

"Wait the pups are here?." I said.

"Yup!." Dottie,Daniel and Rylan simultaneously said.

"A burning? Doesn't that..happen when..someone sees the Ultima's eyes?." Aaron questioned.

"Yes." Daniel's mom said.

"It seems someone has added it to his body which humans can't handle." Daniel's mom added.

"Oh no." I said as I looked down. I felt a heavy feeling. Sadness. The tear made me believe it was sadness.

"What did they do..." Aaron said sternly.

"They..they..*cries*." I couldn't finish.

"The potion...they. They took my blood and made...it..a potion....I-I can't lose him. I can't.. Its all my fault. Why am I such a fugitive." I said as more tears run down and as I struggle to say it.

"Aghhh!!!!." Garroth screams.

"Garroth, my son, relax." Papa kept patting his hand.

"Agh! Pain!." He struggles with pain.

"Pls. He needs to relax. Pls. Leave the room. We need space." Daniel's mom said.

We left and I sat in my room. Locking the door and closing the curtains. I rocked myself and I knew it. I can't believe it. I'm the cause. My blood.

"I'm just an experiment..I'm just an experiment." I mumble as I rocked myself.

"Gah!." I heard a knock.

"Y/n..you ok?." I heard two voices.

"Who is it? And no..I'm not." I said.

"Vylad and Aaron." Vylad said.