What We Once Was * Niall Horan + Ellie Goulding Fan-Fic*

Chapter 24: It's Not Meant To Be Like This

Chapter 24: It's Not Meant To Be Like This 

Ellie's POV - 

I have never sprinted so fast in my life, but strangely enough I didn't find myself running in the direction of Calum; but the road. I ran on the path so fast that I could feel it grinding the bottom of my shoe off, he has set it off. 

The self doubt, the memories, the ambition of leaving.

It's been ages since I have been clean from all those things and just as I find my wrists clearing up. I am sitting in a public bathroom on the floor carving into my arms and legs like a broken picture. 

Through all this the words scream at me 'useless' 'can't keep a man' 'ugly'

Through all of them one stuck out the most

'No one will notice Ellie, they'll be glad if your gone because that will be one more drama queen to deal with. I mean why are you even here ? cut a little deeper, scream a little louder because the outcome is gonna be all the same ... no one will care !' 

I keep on cutting like I'm trying to find something.

 But it's all the same, when I open my eyes I'm still in that bathroom... then the paparazzi walk in the toilet

"Oh my gosh, that's Ellie Goulding !" They shout

"Let's get her to hospital, she's tried to commit suicide" Another says

"NO ! LEAVE ME HERE ! I WANT TO DIE HERE, I CAN BE HAPPY HERE !" I scream at them and they all look ver y worried

 One drops my arm

"She's crazy" He says while backing up

I back into the corner, there is suddenly a ambulance siren

"WHO CALLED THEM !?" I scream

"I did" I turn to see the one the only, Harry Styles

I get forcefully layed on a gurneu to be taken to the hospital

All I remeber is hearing

'Her pulse !' before everything goes black

A/N: Hope you liked this ;)

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