The Fuckgirls' Secret

Page|36: Fucking Alicia

The fuckgirl who's accompanying Brandon-her name was Alicia. Her eyes twinkling as she said, "Wow, that's great! So..you guys were like bff, huh?" Apparently, Jake and Alicia were the only ones who opened a convo. Brandon and me were just looking at them while we listened.

"Yup." said Jake, popping the 'p' as he ran his fingers on his hair. I stared at him and he seemed to notice so he gave me a breathtaking smile. I smiled back at him. It's just that we're not the only ones who noticed.

"You guys were like...dating? You look so cute together..." She said with a gleam in her eyes. I looked at Jake then shot Brandon a quick glance and he was staring at me, emotionless.

"Yeah, she's my girlfriend." Jake declared and my eyes widened as I took in what he just said. What was he talking about? I know we're dating but we haven't talked about making it official-heck I still barely know him! He looked at me then giving Brandon a quick glance.

"I totally ship you guys...I totally do. You look perfect together. Kate does too. She talks too much about you." She said. That's why she knew me and Jake. It's because of Kate. Kate was her classmate at the drama club. They hangout a lot, that's what it looks like from her stories.

"Wow, that's great." I said sarcastically as I took a sip of a cocktail I don't know the name of.

There's another makeshift dancefloor, and a dj started playing some slow song. People started to dance to the beat. Oh shit, I should've known.

"Come on, guys let's dance." She commanded and Brandon offers his hand, which she took, fluttering her lashes at him. Ugh. My stomach churns.

"Guys, come on!" She yelled once more, directing it to me and Jake.

"So demanding." Jake whispered as they were out of earshot. Alicia's hands were now on Brandon's shoulders, as his one arm wrapped on her waist, the other reached for her hair, tugged it behind her ear. Why do I have to see this? Is this to torture me?

Amelia, focus on Jake. Just focus on him and no one else. You two are dating.

I thought to myself. Jake held my hand in his, my eyes focused on his as we swayed slightly. His arms wrapped around my waist, as my arms wrapped around his neck.

"You know what?" He said, my attention never leaving his. I don't want to be distracted. Not anymore. I raised my brows at him, telling him to continue. The smile on my lips was prominent as he said: "You're so beautiful."

A smile formed on his lips too. His pink, plump lips. The last time we kissed was on our date. And I want to feel it once again. My hands found it's way at the back of his head then I crashed my lips into his. His kiss back was harsh and eager. Like he hadn't kissed anyone before. But I didn't care. All I care about was the feelings I felt when I'm kissing him. This feelings were unexpected. Like he ignited a fire within me. I went out of my thoughts when someone crashed onto my back.

"Shit. Sorry." Jake muttered over the loud music. I can make up his words through his mouth. I glanced at my back to see Brandon glaring at me. I glared back at him. I know he was the one who intentionally bumped my back. He's trying to piss me off. Well, bring it on!

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Did I say bring it on? Well, I don't mean that, really. But now I'm looking at Alicia and Brandon making out, I can't help but feel my stomach churn, my heart burn, and my nose flare with fire. No matter what, I kept a steady face.

"I'm tired, Jake." I shouted on his ear, he caught my hand and we went back to the seats. I'm not so comfortable seeing that. Maybe Jake did notice.

"Wow, Brandon's learned new moves." He said as he shakes his head. He took a large gulp of his beer. "Why do you look like that? Are you feeling sick? I could take you home now." He asked, his face masked with concern.

I shook my head. "No, it's nothing really." I felt him moved closer to me, our legs touched and he puts his arm around my shoulders. Confusion etched on my face and the next thing I knew we were kissing. I really didn't felt him kissing me at first. I was shocked and made an attempt to push him on his chest, but it just made him and I chuckle. Seconds after we pulled away from our kiss, Brandon and Alicia went back. They looked really happy with each other. Jake and I's plan was really not doing anything. I never saw anything on Brandon's face, not even a clue if he's being jealous, but no. Alicia really has an effect on him.

"That was fun, guys!" Alicia squealed. Why was she always squealing? But to answer her question, not really.

"So, guys...Brandon and I are going on camping. It's suppose to be our third date." What? Third? Why I haven't known of that? I eyed Brandon but he kept emotionless. He's good at pretending or he's got nothing at all.
"But I think it would be great if we go on a double date."

"Wow, camping.... date... haha!" I said awkwardly with a fake laugh.

"Yah! That would be fun, right? I mean, we could get a chance to know each other and relax by the lake...have fun.."

"When is it?" I asked her.

"This friday." Hope gleaming in her blue eyes. I wanted to poke it.

I glanced at Jake, hoping he would save me on this one. "Wow, great." I muttered to myself before saying: "I'm sorry Alicia, I can't. I'm busy on friday." I said softly.

"Busy with what?" Brandon suddenly asked. Oh wow! So now he talks? Incredible.

"None of your business." I rolled my eyes.

"I know what happens every friday." He folded his arms, his face still emotionless and his voice is stern. "You girls go to parties and fuck every single guy you see available." Wow. Hilarious. He knew what we do. He always knew that. Then why would he say such things-when it concerns his cousin.

"Not true." I folded my arms too. I saw a smirk on his face.

"Woah. True?" Alicia asked, frown on her face.

"No, just kidding." Then Brandon laughed hysterically. Jake just stared at him, watching him with his jaw clenched.

"You know what? Amy and I are coming." Jake announced without my permission. What?

"Wai- Wha--No--"

"It's settled then." Brandon cut my stuttering.

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