The Fuckgirls' Secret

Page|12: I told you. Students here are fucking weird.

I'm really not sure how to act right now. It's like...one day I was okay being with just my bestfriends and myself alone..and now everyone keeps staring at me like I've grown thirty heads. It's really embarrassing.

Calm yourself, Amy..

Be confident..you are beautiful. Intelligent. Hot.

My Courtney conscience said in my head.

I walked with Court beside me.

"This is fun.." She whispered like she doesn't care at all. "I'm excited when Jake gets to see you..." She whispered again.

Jake? Oh, god.

"For what?" I asked her.

"Nothing...I'm just curious how you will act in front of him with everyone staring at the both of you." She said as she check her long, pink nails.

"Why would everyone stare at me? It's not like we're celebs..students here are fucking weird."

"Because it's Jake Colt. Jake Colt, Amy!"

"And he's not JB!"

"But he's super hot, Amy!" She smirks. Thankful because no one can hear us.

"Okay, I know!" Really. "I know Jake is hot, so what?" I said as we stop infront if the classroom door.

"Really?" who's that?

We turn around to see Jake and his friends. His face was plastered with a smirk, while his friends giggled like children. This is really embarrassing.

I'm really wishing that this whole ground would swallow me alive and bury me forever.

But, Court is looking at me like she's waiting for my reply. She's testing me. Testing my skills. I will show her that I can do what she can do. Now.

"Babe?" I said, softly.

Babe. Okay. Deal with this now, stupid Amy!

"Babe! You surprised me. Of course... you are so....hot." I said those words as I looked him up and down while I run my hands on his arms. I feel the butterflies in my stomach run a marathon when they're supposed to be flying.

I can't really believe I'm doing this. I'm not used to touching men. Especially when they are this hot.

Well, that's the truth. He is really-I'm just--- really glad I did touch that. The guys behind him looked shocked.

Jake smiled at me.

"Courtney, this is Jake. My...my-" Shit..I can't find the words..it still sat under my tongue.

"Hi, Courtney...I'm her boyfriend." He said it finally. Courtney shoot me a side glance and she grinned.

"What?" The blonde guy behind him said. "I thought you were just-" He ran his hands on his blonde hair.

"She's my girlfriend. Her name's Amy."

"Fine. Whatever. I'm out." The blonde guy left looking annoyed. What's wrong with him?

"Let's get in.." He grabbed my waist and led me inside our classroom. I glance at my back to see the blonde guy looking back at me from the corner.

I told you.

Students here are fucking weird.

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