Dear Self,
He makes you happy, right? His words of ‘I miss you’ makes you smile uncontrollably but what comes to mind is him. You miss him. Don’t deny it. I can see it clearly how you longed for him to at least say hi to you. At least.
I have come to realize that life is really full of things that will always remain unpredictably predictable. Do you get that? I don’t. Well, not really. Kind of. It is a little bit confusing but it can’t be helped. It is. Life is… like that.
I am having trouble comprehending the situation because you know, my ears are clogged out by mom’s words because she cannot control her mouth from talking. My thoughts are also full of dad’s concerns about the household and your brother’s annoyingly nice girlfriend who constantly hit you up because she isn’t suppose to be talking to her boyfriend at the moment. Relationship, especially theirs are complicated. Like yours also, don’t you think?
Walking was relaxing. You were able to talk to your cousins just about anything. If only you could really tell them how you are feeling but you can’t huh? You can’t. You can’t really open up to them like that. It is hard.
Right now, you don’t know what to feel. I know. I feel you. I know you. I am you.
Why not take a rest for now? Let sleep takes over and I’ll see what I can do from here.
Sleep my dear.
You need it.
Today was tiring enough for you.
So, Good Night…
A~
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Dear Self - May
General FictionThere are things you want to talk about to someone but sometimes, somehow you find yourself all alone. There are times you feel like talking to yourself and scold yourself about the stupid things you did, especially when it comes to the heart, matte...
