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How much pain is she willing to take for him to notice her?
Is she ready to get hurt while doing everything for him to love her back?
"Oh my God, Thiearra! Anong oras na? Bakit ngayon ka lang umuwi? It's already 11:30 am. Ala-una ang kasal mo!" Ayan agad ang salubong ni Mommy sa'kin. I'm tired of these. Pagod na akong makipagtalo kaya ipinakita ko na lang sa kanila na wala ako sa mood makipag-usap.
"Ma'am, maligo na muna po kayo para maayusan na po." One of the organizers told me. Tamad ko syang tiningnan at tinanguan. Agad na akong umakyat sa kwarto upang maligo.
Shit, this is my wedding day! I should be happy, right? I should think of Kent. I shouldn't think of Ian and his fucking welfare.
I should think of the man of my dreams who probably waiting for me at the moment. I should hurry.
For the entire time that I am preparing, I am thinking of Kent and the possible happy moments that we will spent together because that's what should I thought. I should not think of anyone that won't matter in my married life. I should keep my focus on Kent. On Kent only. On my Kent only.
I don't know how it happened but I finished preparing, I actually finished everything at exactly 12:30 pm.
When I look at myself on the mirror, I was amazed by how I look. The light make-up highlighted my kind of foreign look features. And the white long gown, that looks elegant on me. Everything was just so perfect.
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This is how it looks on the back
My parents make sure that I'll be the center of attraction. I'll be the most beautiful bride in the whole world. They gave me my wedding dream. I've always dremt of this kind of wedding, a fairytale kind of wedding. Although fairytale doesn't suits me, I still and somehow believe on it.
I'll be Forever grateful to my parents for everything that they have given to me. And for providing everything that I need. For spoiling me and for treating me more than how a Queen should be treated.
I just wish that Kent would do the same thing too. Sabi naman nya susubukan nya akong mahalin 'di ba? Kumakapit ako sa sinabi nyang 'yun. Up until now, pinanghahawakan ko pa rin ang pangako nyang 'yun.
Alam kong mahihirapan akong maalis si Shaina sa puso ni Kent. Maaaring hindi ko mapalitan ang putang inang babaeng 'yun sa puso ni Kent but at least, I should try. I will do everything so that Kent would learn to love me too.
Kung hindi rin naman si Kent ang makakasama ko sa habang buhay, ayoko ng mabuhay pa.
"Thiearra, anak? Are you done now? It's already quarter to one. Let's go now." My mom who looks perfect and beautiful in his dress went inside my room. She's with the assistant wedding coordinator. The assistant coordinator helps me in handling my dress since mahaba nga ito.
