Behind that Fictional Character (Completed)

Chapter 10

Amaris' POV

I feel like I'm waiting for something that isn't going to happen.

I'm staring at my message for him a week ago. Still there is no response.

Hindi ako makapagconcentrate sa studies at kahit na sa ano pa mang bagay.

I'm so affected by what he did. What should I do?

Damn yung facebook ko. Dalawa nga pala facebook ko. Langya. Nakalimutan ko yung real account ko. Dito nga lang pala ako sa dummy nakablocked.

I logged out the dummy account and logged on to my real account.

Hindi ko pinansin ang mga friend request, message at notifications. Diretso agad ako sa search bar.

I typed his name. Zild Gwapo Finley.

Ang daming lumabas na Zild Finley akalain mo yun may poser din pala ang FC?

Kinlick ko yung pinakaunang result at tamang tama naman na siya nga yun

Zild Gwapo Finley

Sorry. I'm really sorry. 😳

Mukhang may nakatampuhan siya ah. Kung sino man yun mukhanh importante siya kanya. Haist. Mas lalo akong nalulungkot.

Bakit ba kasi naisipan ko pa siyang istalk tsk. I scrolled some more.

Zild Gwapo Finley

If only I could tell you the truth. 😧

Why is it hard too hard for us to tell the truth. Bakit hindi nalang sabihin ang totoo para naman matapos na ang lahat lahat.

I guess nature na talaga ng tao ang magsinungaling kahit na nga minsan may tinatawag na white lies para hindi makasakit ng tao. Still pag nalaman nila ang totoo mas masasaktan sila.

Zild Gwapo Finley

I am still looking at your text. I'm thinking if I should answer this. But damn I'm a coward. 😔

Yes you're a coward damn it. Is it my text? Masama bang iassume ko na text ko to? Sana text ko to. Sana naman.

Sa pag aassume naman yata talaga ako magaling. But I'm not following the basic rule in accounting. Never assume unless otherwise stated.

But damn it. Assuming that I am the one he's talking about makes me happy.

Zild Gwapo Finley

I'll tell you everything in due time. I wish you still love me by then. 😪

Bakit feeling ko talaga ako to? Pero madaming nagmamahal sa kanya I know. Pero sana naman ako ito.

I'll still love you, just tell me the truth. I miss you dade shark. I miss you so damn much, that it hurts knowing that maybe I'm not the one you're talking about.

Zild Gwapo Finley

I wish we could meet face to face, so that I can tell what really happened. 😧

I am willing to meet you face to face. I can cross the ocean for you baby. Damn it. It sounded like a song.

Zild Gwapo Finley

I saw you earlier. You still look pretty baby. But please smile for me, I miss seeing your smile. 😳

This post shattered my heart into pieces. It broke my hope. Hindi ako ang tinutukoy mo sa mga post mo. Napakasakit.

Bakit ba kasi napadpad pa ako dito. Is this a way of telling me to stop this stupid feeling?

Eto naba ang sign na sinasabi nila, sign para sumuko na ako. Kailangan ba talaga mangyari ito sa isang tao.