When The Player Meets The Game Changer

Chapter 19

CHAPTER NINETEEN

HILLERY'S POV

Buong gabi akong hindi nakatulog dahil sa nangyari sa music room. Hindi ko alam kung sadya o nagkataon lang lahat. Psychology major ako pero hindi ako manghuhula para mahulaan kung yun lang ba talaga yung lagi kong naririnig.

Ang dami kong message na nareceive kanina as well as chats and tweets tungkol sa performance kagabi telling me that I'm a good performer and such. I want to thank them one by one but I can't, mahina ang bala isa lang ako ang dami nila. Miski si Klein nagtweet hindi niya ko minention pero alam kong ako yung tinutukoy niya. Ata?

"@KJRomer24: Babe, if you'll be the dancer, i'll let you choreograph my life."

I wanted to tweet him and tell him how corny he is. Pero hindi ko ginawa baka naman lumaki pa at maging issue o di kaya feeler lang ako at mapahiya pa ako. Hindi na kami nakapagusap kagabi like what he said. Hindi ko na talaga siya nakita after the performance. Hindi ko alam kung saan siya pumunta, nambabae nanaman siguro.

Rivas took me home last night. I didn't saw him during our performance pero nagulat nalang ako pagdating ko sa dance studio, he's patiently waiting for me. We chitchatted while he's sending me off. Riv and I are in good terms kumpara sa dati, it feels just like the old times. Pero kailangan kong gumising sa katotohanang wala ng kami, na hindi na kami.

Hindi dahil sa nagiinarte ako kaya ayokong makipagbalikan, masyado akong nasaktan. Hindi porket mahal ko siya magiging maayos agad ang lahat. Tao lang ako napapagod din, nasasaktan din, sumusuko din. He even tried to ask me if he can court me again, I didn't say yes, he told me that he's willing to wait for me so I thanked him. After all mahal ko padin naman siya, but not enough to have him back.

Marami man akong problema lagi ko nalang iniisip na kung hindi man okay ang mga bagay bagay sa buhay ko ngaun alam ko eventually magiging okay din. Time and patience lang. Everything's gonna be alright. I hope.

Speaking of Rivas, he asked me for a date today, ayoko na sanang pumayag dahil wala pa kong tulog for almost 2 days pero wala naman akong magawa. I'm just waiting for him and I'm ready to go.

With Klein, I don't know what we're up to. Alam kong friends kami, pero may kaibigan bang hinahalikan sa labi? If he likes me he should tell me, and if he don't screw him hindi dahil disappointed ako pero dahil dalawang halik na ang nananakaw niya sakin. Pasalamat siya sampal lang naaabot niya. And yeah, I almost forgot. He is the great player Klein Jervis Romer, he get what he wants. He can play with a girl's feelings whenever he wants.

I was in the thought of me being with Klein as his girl suddenly I heard knocks on the door. Maybe it's a sign na gumising ako sa kalokohan na iniisip ko. That's not possible. Me with Klein as a girlfriend? Never in a million years.

*knock knock.*

As I heard the knocks again I started to fix myself and opened the door, si Rivas lang naman ang inaasahan kong pupunta dito and there he is standing in front of my pad's door with a bouquet of my favorite flower, tulips. He handed me the flower and kissed me on my cheek.

"Thank you." I said while my face is turning into a tomato like red. Alam kong dapat galit ako sakanya pero wala akong magawa. Kinikilig na agad ako sa sweet nothings niya, ganito ba kalakas epekto niya sakin? I smiled with that thought of mine.

"You're blushing while smiling, baby." he said while pinching my cheeks. "Where do you wanna go?"

"Just like the old times." I said he smiled and I smiled back at him.

He leads the way to his car and as soon as we get there he opened the passenger seat for me. I roam my eyes in his car, what can I say? I missed his car. Napangiti nalang din ako nung nakita ko yung unan ko at ibang bears ko na nandito padin, to the place where they're belong. Oo, may sariling gamit ako sa sasakyan niya. Mahilig kasi kaming magtravel when we're still together, and I guess more travels to come for us. Sana...