Trapped

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My head is spinning, I feel like throwing up. Is this girl really just a crazed fan? I mean so crazed that she's deluded herself with the idea that she is dating Shawn? Who the fuck knows. She's told me she hasn't seen him in a month, sounds about fucking right, he's been back in my life for about that time. She's sitting on the sofa opposite our bed now. I wouldn't even put it past Shawn to date this girl, I mean... she's hot, no point beating around the bush here, and that's what pisses me off.

"Listen, Shawn never told me he was seeing someone else. I'm sorry you're caught in the middle of this." She speaks.

"Shut up." I tell her. I need to get my head together. Shawn would never cheat on me,  but then again I never thought Shawn would ditch me how he did, and I don't know what the hell he did during the time he was gone, where he was... who he was even with. Urgh.

"Listen, I didn't introduce myself, I'm Zara. Shawn was living with me and working at the Walmart I manage a while ago. We became close..." She smirks as if she's reminiscing, I feel sick. "He kind of packed up his stuff and left one day, I just want to know if he still loves me."

Loves? Oh bitch....

There's a knock on the door, again, and I know now it's Shawn. I can't fucking wait to see what happens here.

I open the door, but only slightly as I restrict his view.

"What are you doing?" she smirks. "Are you teasing me" He bites his lip.

"We have a guest." I say, opening the door fully, so Shawn can see Zara sitting on the sofa. His skin loses color and he's speechless.

"Zara? What the hell?"

So he does know her. My blood boils as I slam the door as hard as I can after he enters the room.

"She says she's your girlfriend." I say and his brows furrow.

"What? Are you crazy, you think this is my girlfriend, how could you?"

"Um because you leave for months with no explanation as to where you were then this girl tells me while you were gone you've been living with her." Im trying my best to not get angry and just throw lamps at him, I don't want to be that girl.

"So that means I was out fucking someone else? are you kidding me!" He yells, before turning to the girl. "Why the hell are you doing this? How'd you know where I was?"

"You booked your hotel on my laptop." She shrugs before striding over to him, I'm about to go batshit crazy. "You didn't miss me?" she touches his shoulder and he pushes her so hard she falls to the ground, I try not to laugh as I help her up, i'm not that mean.

"What the hell?" She yells.

"What the hell me? What the hell you! Are you deranged or something? seriously. What the fuck is up with you." He yells.

SHAWNS POV

"You've had two girlfriends for almost two months now, she deserves to know the truth." Zara is batshit crazy. I mean I knew it from living with her, but god if this doesn't confirm it.

I turn to Ella, the only person that matters to me in this situation.

"I am not dating this girl. I never was, she's fucking insane. I would never want anyone but you." I tell her and she looks away from me. "Ah you need to get the hell out of my hotel you fucking weirdo, I swear!"

"Throw all the insults you want at me. I'm not leaving." Zara sits. What the hell... Literally what the hell. This girl is crazy, i kind of sensed it, but this takes it to a whole new level.

"Why are you here?" I step closer to her. She meets my height which is fucking weird when trying to intimidate her.

"I... I want you back?" She seems confused herself, as if she doesn't know herself why she's even here.

"Are you fucking with me right now? You come on to me, I push you away, I up and left your shithole apartment without a word and you think flying from Canada to here is going to make me accept you with open arms? I don't get it. I really don't fucking understand you." God I wish I never met this girl, I turn away from her, fuck her, and turn to Ella.

"Please listen to me." I grab her beautiful face in my hands and look into her eyes. "I lived with this crazy bitch while I was trying to figure shit out, she pinned me down and kissed me and I pushed her away from me. Why the hell would I get with her when I have you?"

Ella looks at Zara as if she's actually listing why Zara is better than her. I won't deny that Zara is pretty but hell there's millions of 'pretty' people in this world. There's only one Ella.

"That's exactly what i'm trying to ask myself." She says quietly. When she speak like this it scares me, at least when she's angry it's because she cares, when she's.. like this, it's like she's given up hope.

"You get the hell out of this room before I drag you out." I turn back to Zara.

"No." She says. I grab her by her legs and lift her over my shoulders, she yells and claws my back, I know she could easily get away if she wanted to, but she probably likes the feeling of her in my arms the psycho. I drop her on the floor outside of the door.

"Never come back here." I tell her before closing the door.

I walk back over to Ella who's sitting on the bed.

"You don't believe that she was my girlfriend do you?" I ask and she shrugs. "C'mon... could you see me with someone taller than myself?" I say and she laughs.

"I don't think she's your girlfriend, but I don't know if you did other stuff with her..." She asks and I kneel infront of her.

"I would never in my life do that to you. I know we'll never agree on this but I did leave to better myself for you. I didn't go on some dudes vacation. all that time, I was thinking about you." I admit and i see a faint smile. "I know you love it when I get sappy." I smile and she lightly laughs.

"What happened to our lives." She falls back onto the bed and I climb ontop of her.

"We grew up." I sigh and lay my head on her chest as she runs her fingers through my hair. "Too damn fast at that."

"What happened with Mat?" She asks me, I almost forgot that meeting even happened with Zara coming here.

"I'm going to work with him. strictly professional." I tell her.

"You know what you have to do next don't you?" She tells me and I know she means talk to my mom, but I don't even want to think about that right now.

"Yeah I will. Not today." I say. "What are we going to do about our guest outside?" I ask.

"Call the cops?" Ella laughs.

"You can deal with her." I don't care where the fuck Zara goes, or what the hell Ella does with her. I just want her gone.

Ella sighs before pushing me off her and getting up.

"If I hit her I want you to be witness that it was in self defence." She says and I laugh.

Zara left with no protest but I don't buy it. She'll be back, and i'm waiting for it. Actually, she can't find us if she doesn't know where we are...