SHAWNS POV
I get home after a long day writing and recording, things are going well I think. It's still a bit awkward with Mat, but i've gotten so accustomed to the awkwardness that it's less awkward than before. I've been thinking about Ella all day. Literally every fucking second of the day i've been thinking about her. Although I don't want to push her into forgiving me, I didn't hesitate when I went to the store and brought a whole box of hershey's cookies and cream. Her favorite chocolate, which I told her taste like shit over and over but she stands by it.
I lift the box into the apartment and she's in the living room on her phone when I walk in.
"What's that?" She asks.
"Hey to you too." I smile and drop the box infront of her on the table. "Entire box of your favorite chocolate, I mean i'm not expecting you to eat it all at once but it's there." I hope she doesn't see this as the bribe that it is.
She smiles and I get nervous.
"After what you showed me earlier I didn't need to think much about being with you." She says and I realise she's wearing one of my T shirt and sweatpants. "I know what you did was fucked up, and I cannot forget it, but I do believe you care about me, and I do believe it was a mistake, a big mistake, but that library..." She says and stands to face me. "That's the most thoughtful thing you've ever done for me. The fact you did this for me... is so amazing and makes me feel so overwhelmed." She steps closer to me and kisses me. I feel a flood of relief through my body as her lips part and I groan into her mouth before she pulls me away."Stop trying to buy me though." She laughs, looking at the box.
"I wasn't... I mean this isn't to buy you." I stutter, knowing full damn well I was trying to buy her.
"I need to send for my stuff back in Canada, I have no clothes, but I don't want to go back there myself." She states.
"I can see that." I say, eying her outfit. my outfit. "You have to go home, your mom, dad and Vic deserve an explanation to why you're going, and where you're going. Well not so much your mom." I tell her. Her family sure as hell hate me, I don't even think Vic is on my side anymore but they deserve to know if she's leaving the country, especially to live with the person they all despise.
"I know, I just don't want to." She sighs.
"You could just not say anything and not go home and stay here with no clothes." I say and kiss her neck, I know it's soon but I feel like I haven't touched her in so long. "You could just walk around naked all the time." I kiss her lips, she wraps her arms around my neck as I lift her by her thighs and walk her towards the bedroom, she removes her mouth from mine when we get to the kitchen.
"Fuck me here." She says, biting her lip and I can't resist. I don't care where the hell she wants it, I just want her. I place her on the kitchen counter moving the chairs out of my way as I remove my shirt from her body, and pulling down her sweatpants simultaneously as she pulls down my jeans and brings my shirt over my head.
She removes my boxers and jumps off the counter with me firm in her hand as she gets on her knees. She is everything to me and I feel like even when we're sweating, and our bodies are touching I still crave more.
When she takes me into her mouth a long groan leaves mine, I flex my hips to meet her, grabbing her messy blonde hair between my fingers as her lips move around me. I moan as my eyes roll to the back of my head as I try and savour the moment of her lips wrapped around me, her small hands moving along with her mouth, her moaning with my dick inbetween her lips, I feel like I can't breathe. She looks up at me as I flex my hips and my cock hits deeper into her throat, her eyes begin to water and I can feel myself getting tense so I move myself out of her mouth.
She takes a large breath and I grab her by her arm and kiss her again. I remove her underwear and her bra and grab her breasts between my hands. I just want to fuck her, I want her now. I lift her and place her back on the kitchen counter, her fingers claw onto my back as she kisses my neck.
"Hurry up." She whispers, so I quickly pound into her and she shrieks as I enter her. She's so fucking warm and wet for me. I rest my forehead against hers, forcing myself to move slowly in and out of her as she moans lightly, her palms resting on the counter behind her.
I move my mouth down her body, sucking on her beautiful tits as her head falls back and she moans loudly, her moans ecco in this house and It makes me want to fuck her harder. I dig my fingers into her thighs before picking up the speed and moving faster into her.
"Deeper." She moans and I do just that, adjusting myself to hit as deep inside her as possible, with my mouth still around her perfect breasts. "That feels so good." She bites her lip as her head tilts back, her voice alone is going to make me come.
"You like that?" I remove my mouth from her boob and she nods, I move faster inside of her and her eyes screw shut. "Answer me." I ask her and she nods with her eyes closed and her mouth open. I grab the back of her head and bring her face level with me as I move faster in and out of her, her moans become louder as do mine.
"I'm going to make you come, I'm going to fuck you so hard until you come." I tell her and she nods, her eyes still screwed shut. My moans get louder as she moves her hips in circles along with my movements.
"I love you." She moans as I place my palms on the counter and her body falls onto the surface too.
"I love you so fucking much." I groan and she screams my name as she comes, her fingers claw at my arms, and she arches her back as she releases around me. When her body relaxes I move out of her and touch myself, her eyes fixated on my hand around my dick as I release on her stomach.
I grab a few napkins and wipe off her stomach before connecting our lips again.
"I love you." I tell her and she smiles before lifting her body off the counter and hopping off.
"Let's take a shower." She smiles, and walks towards our bedroom, leaving her clothes on the floor of the kitchen. "and break in our new bed." She winks.
Does she ever stop?
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Trapped
FanfictionElla Johnson a girl with a sour attitude, and a self described 'shit life' despite her wealth, friends and family that surround her, comes face to face with Shawn Mendes, a sweet, caring, fun loving, convict.