How did I fall for him? (Jaegan Fanfic)

Chapter 5 🙂

Justin's pov:

I woke up a little while ago. It's 11:30 now. I want to ask Raegan for my phone today. I'm so bored during the day, I need something to do besides watching t.v. all day. I don't really want to see him though. I thought about the way I yelled at him. I don't think it was necessary what I said.

I got out of bed and decided to go down. I opened the door and went downstairs. I was John making breakfast.

"John?"

"Yea Jay?"

"Where's Raegan?" I ask.

"He's in his room. He didn't seem happy last night. He almost seemed sad, never seen it before."

"Oh. Ok thank you." I say.

I go back upstairs and find Raegan's room. It had his name carved into the door. That's scary. Anyway, I knock and wait for an answer. I hear him say "Come in."

I take a deep breathe and open the door. I walked in and saw him on his bed, on his phone. He looked up at me and put his phone down.

"Hi." I say to him. He doesn't answer.

I go over to his bed and sit down. He looks at me.

"Can I ask you something?" I ask.

"What?"

"C-can I have my phone back?"

"No." He laughs little saying that because it is a stupid question.

"Please? You can, if you can, get rid of my ability to call anyone. I'm just bored during the day." I tell him.

He crosses his arms and and looks at me. He then gets up and goes over to a drawer in his room. He takes my phone out and comes back over to the bed. He makes me open it and then he does something on it. I can't see what he's doing.

"Alright. Now you can't call or text anyone. I've limited it so you can only do social media or games, whatever you do on here." He told me. He gave it to me and I smiled a little.

"Thank you." I say. He nods and goes back on his phone.

I get up and leave. I want to ask if he's okay, but I won't bother right now. I go back in my room and open my phone. Holy shit, he's smart. My phone has a black screen with only certain icons. And I can't even download the phone or Imessage again. Hm, I knew calling someone and getting out of here wasn't going to be easy.

He seemed upset. Was it because of me? Because of what I said last night? Why would he care though? He can't possible care for someone he kidnapped. If he cared about me, he would have let me go by now. He should know how much I miss my family and my happy life.

•Three hours later•

I've been on my phone for three hours. I'm hungry, it's passed 6 oclock now.

I'm about to walk to my door, when it opens. Rae stands there, his hand still on the door handle and the other arm on the door frame.

"Are you hungry?" He asks. I nod.

"Ok. Come down."

I follow him downstairs and we go to eat. Raegan, Me, and his friends eat in silence. I finished early and just made my way upstairs without any words. I got in my room and layed down, playing on my phone.

My binder started to get comfortable so I stand up and take my shirt off. I look in the mirror at my binder. I stare at myself. I hear the door open without a knock and I turn around.

"Can you knock next time?" I ask covering myself quick. I think he saw my binder.

"Oh yea sorry. Can I come in though?" He asked.

"Uhhh sure." I say. He walks over to me. He grabs mu shirt in front of me and lowers it. Now my binder is fully into view.

I move away from him and cover my binder again. I start to tear up but wipe my tears away.

"Hey. Why didn't you tell me?" He asked.

"Because I didn't want to. But now it's too late." I say.

He turns his whole body around looks at the door. I put my hoodie on that was on bed.

"Thank you." I say to him. He turns around and looks at me.

He sits on the edge of the bed and gestures for me to come over. I do and sit next to him.

"I won't judge you Jay."

"Really?" I ask.

"No. Of course not. Can I tell you something?"

"Sure."

"I am too." He tells me. I look at him in shock.

"Really? No." I say. He laughs a little and nods.

"Yea. I am. And you're the only one who knows."

"Your friends don't know?" I ask.

"Nope. And please don't tell them."

"Ok. No problem."

"Thanks."

"And by the way, I don't have any surgeries."

"I have both." He tells me.

"Lucky"."

I nod at him smiling. He smiles back. I stare into his eyes as he does the same to me. I look away and yawn. He gets up off my bed.

"Get some sleep. I'm just going to warn you about something." He pauses.

"What?" I got nervous.

"Dean told me that tomorrow, another one of our enemies is going to come here tomorrow. Just stay in here and don't go anywhere until I come in here in the morning okay?"

"Will they come in and see me? Will they hurt me?"

"No I don't think so. I'm going to lock you're door. They won't come in." He told me.

"Alright. Goodnight."

"Goodnight Justin." He says and walks out, shutting the light.

I lay down and get under the blankets. I pull them up to my neck and turn the t.v. on. I'm scared. He said they won't find me, but he doesn't know that. I slowly end up falling asleep to the sound of the t.v.

Little of a boring chapter but it's all good. Next chapter is going to be really good 😁 Trust me 💞