How did I fall for him? (Jaegan Fanfic)

Chapter 9 😘

Justin's pov:

I'm sitting on my bed. The necklace chain in one hand, the little picture in the other. I took the chain and put it around my neck. I clipped it on and adjusted it. I look at the picture and run my finger over it.

Raegan was only 8 when this picture was taken. He's definitly changed. I'm many ways. I can't believe his father did that to him. His own father, the one who helped him be existent on this planet. That's so sick. Raegan must have been scared to death before he got to know his friends.

It's late at the moment. 11 o'clock. I can't sleep. I don't even know where Raegan and his friends are. We ate around 6 and then they said they were "going out." I don't know what that means. A mission or are they just going out to do whatever?

I started to hear loud rustling from downstairs. I stayed as quiet as possible. I got up and went to the door. I opened it just a crack and listened.

"Please just go up to bed Raegan."

"No leeeets go back out and d-d-drink mooore!" He slurred. Oh no.

I went down the steps and to the front door. I saw all four boys, trying to talk to Raegan. They are also blocking the door. I got closer and they all noticed me. John came over to me while Raegan was still trying to get out the door.

"No Justin go upstairs. It's not safe while Raegan is like this."

"Hmm I bet it isn't. So what?" I said.

I went closer to Raegan while the boys just watched me. Dean was shaking his head. I took Rae's hand and he looked straight at me.

"Let's go upstairs Raegan." I said but he yanked away from my hand.

"Hell no. I don't want to be h-home! It's Friday niiight." He said stumbling.

"Please you're too drunk to go back out. You're coming up to bed now." I said, this time a little more demanding.

"W-who the fuck do you think you are? I am not listening toooo youuuu."

It was silent for a moment. I had an idea. I took his hand again but this time, look at his friends.

"What is about to happen right now, you will never speak of again and he won't remember. Got it?" I asked them.

They looked at each other confused. Then they nodded. I looked back at Raegan who has again now got his hand out of my grip.

I got close to him so our bodies were touching. He looks at me and I put my hand on the back of his neck. I rest my other on his shoulder. I pulled his neck gently so his face got closer to mine. Before I could think if this was really a good idea, my lips landed on his. I heard the boys gasp a little. Raegan seemed to forget everything. He turned his body towards mine and put his hands on my hips. I smelt the alcohol on his breath. He kissed back and our lips moved in sync. Even though I know this is going to mean nothing to him tomorrow morning, I was enjoying it? Even though the way he was kissing right now was sloppy, he was a good kisser.

I pull away before he got too into it. I look at his friends quick without moving my head. Their eyes are wide and their jaws dropped. I look back at Raegan staring at me. I took his hand again and this time he melted into my touch. I brought him upstairs and as I was going up the stairs Dean yelled.

"Don't you dare go and have sex now."

"I wouldn't dare." I yelled back.

I brought him to his room and sit him on his bed. I released my hand from his. I lay him down and cover him with a blanket. He took my hand as I was about to walk out.

"Lay with me." He whispered.

"Why? Just go to sleep."

"Please."

I sigh to myself and got on the other side of his bed. I layed down but didn't get too close to him. I'm not doing anything I will regret tonight. Maybe I already did do something, kissing him. Maybe even laying in his bed right now. Im laying on my back as he moves a little closer to me and puts his arm around my waist. I got goosebumps at his touch. I put my hands behind my head and didn't move. As long as he fell alseep right now, I didn't care that his arm is around my waist. I look at him and he's fast sleep.

When I kissed him, why did he kiss back? Why did he all of a sudded decide to go upstairs and sleep after? Why did he want me to stay with him? Why does he have his arm around my waist right now? Because he is drunk? Yup, that's definitly the reason? I don't know. I feel like I'm falling for him in a way. I enjoyed that kiss. That kiss, he won't even remember. But I always will.

I close my eyes and try my best to fall alseep as quickly as possible. If I wanted to, I could get up and go to my room right nown, but I don't want to. I'm fine like this. I look at him before I completely fall alseep and he has his head right next to my stomach. I smile a little.

He's so cute. Wait?

Ooop? Ok....so...yea..they kissed. Will Rae remember? Will he not? Will Justin regret kissing him? Will Justin tell him? A lot of questions right now? Same 😂😂 I hope everyone had a good Thanksgiving even though It was like 4 days ago lmao. I had a good day. Hope you enjoyed this chapter 😊