Chapter 32 💩

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Justin's pov:

"So this is my room." I say walking into it. Wow. It's been a while.

"Aww it's cute." He says. "You have a trans flag?"

"Yea. I like to feel proud of who I am. I'm not ashamed." I say going to my bed and touching it hanging above my bed.

"That's amazing baby." He comes over to me and hugs me.

"I can't believe I'm here." I say.

"I can't believe I'M here." He says emphasizing 'I'm'

"I know right." He puts his bag down next to my bed. As he comes back up to look at me, there is a knock at the door.

"Come in." I say. My dad walks in. I jump off my bed and hug him, squeezing his taller body.

"Oh my god I've missed you so much." He says. I nod in his shoulder.

"I missed you more." I tell him. His eyes shift to mine to something behind me. Raegan. His smile fades.

"What's your name?" He asks him.

"Raegan sir. R-raegan Beast." He stutters. My dad's face turns into pure shock.

"Raegan Beast? One of the most wanted criminals in the world?" He asks staring right at him. Raegan nods, looking at floor.

"And you brought him here? Justin are are crazy?" He raises his voice now looking at me.

"Dad please, give him a chance. He's such a sweet guy and he cares about me so much. I love him and he loves me." I tell him.

"Hmm." He says biting the inside of his cheek.

"He's not staying long."

"Dad stop."

"I mean it. He's not safe here." He says squinting his eyes. "Enjoy it while you can." And he walks out. Once he does, Damon fills his spot. Looking at both of us.

"He's right. Even mom agrees. He's not going to be here long. He'll be in prison in no problem." Damon says.

"Stop. This is not right. His reputation should not be a criminal anymore." I tell him.

"Come downstairs, both of you." He says walking away.

I look at Raegan. He's still looking at the floor. I walk over to him and lift his chin up.

"Come downstairs. You're okay I promise." I say. He nods getting up. I hold his hand and we go downstairs. I see my mom, dad, and Damon sitting on the couch. Now looking at us.

"What?" I ask with attitude. I'm annoyed with all of them at the moment.

"Let's just talk about...all of this." My mom says. Rae and I walk in front of the Tv so we are in view of all of them.

"I don't want to hear it. You all are just going to say the same thing. He's a criminal. He shouldn't be here. He deserves to be in jail. You don't trust him. Well honestly I don't give a shit right now what you say because none of you know him like I do."

"Justin, language." My mom points out. I just roll my eyes.

"Son, I don't want to make any trouble. But he is a criminal. A very wanted one. For all I know he could kill any of us at any time." My dad says. I just look at him in dissapointment.

"He's right again Justin." Damon buts in. He gets off the couch and walks a little closer.

"How can you trust him?  How can you even love him? He took you away from all of us. He kills people. Don't you realise that? You should have never brought him here. He should have stayed with his friends in that house in the forest and died alone." As he finishes, Raegan runs past me and upstairs. I call his name but he ignores me.

"Shut up! Shut up all of you. Just stop! Give him a fucking chance! You all know I wouldn't bring a criminal into this house. He is not a criminal anymore. If any of you say one more thing you'll be sorry! Just leave him alone!" I yell at them. They all look at each other.

"Fucking ridiculous." I say running up the stairs.

"Justin!" My mom yells. I ignore her and make it upstairs. I hear slight crying from in the bathroom. I try to open the door but it's locked.

"Baby please let me in." I say. It takes a moment before the door opens. I rush inside, shutting the door behind me. He sits back on the floor and cries in his hands.

I get on his lap and pull his hands away. He looks at me for a second before looking away. He puts his hands on his face again. And once again, I take them off. And again he looks away from me.

"Shh shh calm down. You're okay I got you." I tell him. He shakes his head.

"N-no. Their right. Their all right. I should have never came here. They are probably going to call the cops on me and I get taken away from you permanently." He says still crying.

"No no baby they won't do that. And No they are not right. You are not like that anymore." I say. He shakes his head again, still looking away.

"Hey look at me." I tell him. He refuses.

"I-i can't. I can't look at you right now." He cries.

"Babe look at me." I tell him.

"No." He says, raising his voice a little and slapping my hands away from his face.

"Rae stop."

"I can't stay here." He says.

"Yes you can. I promise you can. Don't worry about them, they need go get used to you." I say. He shrugs his shoulders.

"I-i love you, more than anything. I don't want to lose you." He says.

"And your not going to, alright?" He nods slowly.

"I love you too, more than anything." I grab his jaw and kiss him slowly. He kisses back gently. I feel the tears from his face. I feel horrible. He doesn't deserve this.

"Let's to get some sleep." I didn't even realize how late it was. We both get up and go into my room.

We change fast and I turn off the light. We lay down in my bed. I get as close to him as possible and dig my head in his chest. He plays with my hair softly and wraps his arm around my waist. He makes me feel so protected. They don't understand that. No one understands that.

Heyyy another update 😊 I kinda wanna end this book soon...bc I have another idea for a new one. But we'll see. Hope you all enjoyed

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