How did I fall for him? (Jaegan Fanfic)

Chapter 2 😢

Justin's pov:

I'm currently sitting on the bed, alone, still scared half to death. Raegan took my phone. He knew I would try to call someone, and he's right I would have. I just want to leave. I want to go back home and see my mom and dad. I miss them. They are probably worried sick about me.

I'm starving, but I don't want to go see anyone. I don't want to face them. They took me away from the people I love.

The door opens and I look up. It's Raegan, of course.

"Come on. Dinners ready." He said in a low tone.

"I-i don't want to." I say.

"I know you're hungry. It's okay no will hurt you." He said. I nodded and got out of bed.

I followed him downstairs and he brought me to a big room, not dark like all the other rooms. The 4 boys were already sitting at the table, and already eating. Rae left the room and I was left alone with them.

"Come sit Justin." I think it was John who said that. He had an empty seat next to him.

I slowly walked around the table and sat next to him. I waited awkwardly for Raegan to come back. He finally did and had two plates in his hand. He gave one to me. It had steak on it. Rae sat acorss from me. Before I started eating I had to ask something.

"Why do you all want me here? What's the point? You're not going to hurt me, so what are you going to do to me?" I ask.

"Well," Rae pauses. "The point of you staying here is not so we can hurt you, you never did anything to us, so we are not going to do anything to you. We just want you here." He said.

I looked at his friends and they all nodded. I shrugged slightly and started to eat. It was actually really good. I'm surprised, I thought they would eat like prison food or something.

I finished and looked at Raegan. "Can I have a drink please?" I ask.

"Yea. Over there." He pointed to a mini refrigerator in the room.

I got up and opened it. I took a coke and sat back down. They all finished their food.

"So Rae, what's the next mission?" Dean asks.

"I'm planning on us to to go kill that man who's been trying to find us and rat us out for years. Rae said.

"Rae that's dangerous." John said.

"Its alright we got it." Rae said.

"Alright cool." They said.

"Meet me down here at 10 tomorrow morning. And take your guns and masks." Rae tells them.

They nod and look excited. That's scary. They are excited to kill someone.

They all get up and take their plates to another room. Raegan takes mine and leaves also. He comes back alone and gestures for me to get up. I do and go up to him. We go upstairs and he brings me to my room.

"So, just though you should know. There are clothes in this closet for you and the remote for the tv is on the table over there." He said.

"Ok." I say.

He goes to the door and opens it. "This is going to be fun. Enjoy it. Goodnight." He told me closing the door.

No this is not going to be fun. I want to go home. I hate it here. I don't like any of them. They are kind of nice in a way? No not really. I mean, they kidnapped me. Who does that? Criminals 😒

I went to the closet and picked out a t-shirt and shorts for me to wear to bed. I took off my shirt now and my binder. Yes I'm transgender. And I have no surgeries, I hate it. I put the t-shirt on and slip on the shorts. I get in bed and turn on the tv. I find a show to watch. I'm so tired, but I don't want to close my eyes. I'm scared. I miss everyone so much. It's only been one day. Imagine how much worse it's going to get by the day. At least they aren't going to hurt me. I eventually close my eyes and drift to sleep.

•The next morning•

I was woken up by someone shaking me. I opened my eyes and saw Raegan.

"We are going on our mission. We should be home by tonight." He said.

"Ok." I said to him.

He kept his eyes on me as he moves off my hair forehead. He then stands back up and leaves, shutting the door. I was a little confused but just went back to sleep.

•one hour later•

My eyes opened and adjusted to the light in the room. I looked at the tv the time was 11 o'clock. I sat up on the bed and got up. I put a hoodie on, it was cold in here. I went to the window and looked outside. We are actually in the middle of nowhere. Trees are everywhere, tall ones. No other building in sight. No other human in sight.

I looked away from the window and sar against the wall. I bring my knees to my chest and hide my face in them. I would do anything just to go back home and be with my family. My best friend Damon is probably a mess wirhout me. I helped him through so much. He helped me also. I miss my old life. My happy life.

How did my life go from "yay it's Friday I'm so happy, I love the weekend" to "What am I going to do now? I'm in a house with 5 complete strangers who won't let me leave."

Ooo second chapter 😊 I'm not good at titles so 🤷 hope you all liked reading 😘