Life

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Hey, to everyone who has been reading and adding this story to their lists I thank you so much. It means the world to me. I'm a senior in highschool and I have been going through  some shit with my family. A few friends have been here for me as well as my boyfriend, but still there are moments where I can't even think about being happy. I have been thinking about what if I wasn't around, how my leaving would make some people's lives easier. Then the self hate. I'll be blunt and say that I've been the most hurtful towards myself. But guess what. When I say something no one cares. They look at me like I'm a lost soul crying for attention. I'm trying to keep an act up saying that I'm happy, that I love life and can't wait to start living, when in truth I want to die sometimes. For reasons explained and not. Its not sometimes I can explain easily. Its not. I just needed to rant to the only people right now who probably care...i hope. I'm sorry got wasting your time. ~lanie

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