mariah is 14 and put herself up for adoption. she's been waiting for 3 years for someone to pick her but no one has seemed to want her.
till a yellow haired drummer decides shes the one...
started: 25/12/2017
completed: 6/01/2018
i wrote this when i...
we didn't have our fun day. I sat in my room bawling and doing homework. I didn't want to have it anymore. I was put off. josh had taken all my razors and hid everything sharp. he was such a nice person and I had to ruin the day.
the next day I woke up in my bed. in my clothes. I swear I fell asleep on my desk? my face was sticky with tears. josh was sitting at the end of my bed with a glass of orange juice. "morning" he came and sat beside me. "hi" I mumble, still feeling shit. he helped me sit up and gave me the juice. I held it in my hand, not drinking it. "so...you wanna hang out?" He asks. I shrugged. "get your mind off things? what about we go Taco Bell? you must be craving a bean burrito" he says. "I'm lazy" I say. "And I have school" I replied. "School? What's school?" He says. "I need to get an education for my future" I replied. "Not today. It's your day. Yesterday was a fail so we wake up and try again" He says. "Your letting me stay home?"
I've never stayed home on a school day. "You deserve a break. What do you say?" He asks. "Mmmm...okay" I say. "You get dressed and I'll make breakfast and then we can go somewhere" He says. He took the glass and left.
I got out of bed and got ready into this:
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I brushed my hair and put my hair in a cute hair style. I went downstairs and josh and he gave me pancakes. I barely ate though. He didn't say anything though.
"I got someone who wants to hang out with you" he opened the door and Brendon walked in. "Hey bestie!" He says. I waved back. "Don't be shy! We're best friends!" He sat next to me and gave me a hug. I didn't pull away. I enjoyed the moment as a hug was what I really wanted.
"So what's going on?" He asks as josh sat on the other side of me. "Silent treatment" josh says, referring to me. "Geez girl" Brendon says. I looked away and picked my nails. "Have you been having a down day" he asks me. "It's the morning!" Josh says. "So? Maybe you told her off for having sex last night and she's sad for getting in trouble" Brendon says. Me and Josh bursted out laughing and Brendon did too.
I did end up talking and stuff. And Josh didn't get mad at me one bit.
