at lunch time josh came to me. lucky i was slicing my wrists...
i has brought bandages the other day so i could cover them. i hid the weapons, bandaged myself, wiped my eyes and opened the door. i let him in and we sat on the floor.
"i still can't believe what happened" he said to me. "i'm sorry" i whisper. "look i get why you'd do that. but mariah your struggling! you should have told me" he said. "josh! you have anxiety! you have yourself to worry about! i can't just throw my problems onto you!" i exclaim. "your my daughter! i'm supposed to look after you!" he exclaimed. "you stole your files and shredded them" he chuckled. "it's not even funny!" i exclaim, but soon enough i was laughing to. it was an ass hole move.
"your gonna be okay. i promise. come on, let's go get some pizza" he says. we took a walk, holding hands and got pizza. but every time i looked down at our hands and saw my wrists, i felt horrible. was i going to be okay?
short, ikkk! i'm sorry !!
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adopted by josh dun | j.w.d
Fanfictionmariah is 14 and put herself up for adoption. she's been waiting for 3 years for someone to pick her but no one has seemed to want her. till a yellow haired drummer decides shes the one... started: 25/12/2017 completed: 6/01/2018 i wrote this when i...