J.S. Love

Chapter 14

Jacob's POV

Loren: Ari?

Ari: Yeah?

Loren: Do you wanna have a sleep over or somethin'

Ari: Sure. Ariel you wanna sleep over too?

Ariel: Yeah

Ari: Alright. I'll tell my Mom later.

We went live until like 8:00 (pm). Then we ended it and Zach and Wes left. Then around 9:00 (pm) I left. I went to my room and decided to go to Instagram and just check it out. After that I went to my Sweatshirt music video. I started reading comments. They were all really mean. 

"Go kill yourself"                                                                                                                                                                    "Fag"                                                                                                                                                                                            "Lol he looks like an elf!"                                                                                                                                                    "Anybody got any bleech?"                                                                                                                                                "How tf did you get Ari? She probably doesn't even like you"

Things like that. They really upset me but I kept reading for some reason. Why do people have to be so mean? I never hurt them. After an hour I fell asleep. I woke up around 11:00 (am). I got ready. I read more comments. I decided to put on music. Maybe it would help. I put on Loosin' Control by Russ. I started crying. I wiped my eyes with the sleeve of my hoodie and continued reading and crying. After 5 minutes Ari walked in my room. 

Ari: Hey your Mom let me...

When she turned around from shutting the door she paused.

Ari: Jacob what's wrong?

She sat next to me and I kept reading. 

Ari: Jacob.

I tossed her my phone and laid down on my side facing the wall with my hood up. I could tell she was reading. She sat my phone down. 

Ari: Jacob....

She traced her hand up and down my arm. It made me feel better but not very much. 

Ari: Will you please talk to me?

She struggled to pull me on my back but eventually did. She got on top of me. I sat up a little and she looked me in my eyes.

Ari: Jacob I want you to know that regardless of what those comments say you matter. Your not stupid. Your extremely talented. Your an amazing person inside and out. Your funny, nice, cute, smart, I could go on and on. Jacob you are one of the best things that have ever happened to this world no matter what anybody else says, does, or thinks. Whether you know it or not you make people happy every single day. You make me happy. You got that?

I nodded my head ever so slightly. It was hardly even noticeable. I sat up a little more and she hugged me. When she pulled away I kissed her. I felt sparks. It was weird though. I never felt that when I kissed other girls. I slowly kept sitting up. After 30 seconds we pulled away and I opened my eyes. I laid back down and she got off me. I pulled her closer.