Hola people, I'm back with a new chapter! So Faye has finally met Luke! How do you think it's going to turn out?
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|Faye POV|
The first person that's actually talked to me. The first person to make me smile, even just a small smile. Something I've never done in a while.
I haven't seen Luke in a day. Maybe this was all a joke. Maybe someone asked him to talk to me as a dare. I knew I shouldn't of taken him seriously. I just knew. Urgh I hate people.
Walking through the school corridors is intimidating, everyone's eyes tearing through your flesh and into your mind. I hide my face with my brown hair to try and get away, I grab my bag tightly with my hand and start to run. The thoughts are getting to my head. They're making me lose control. I'm so glad I keep it with me. I ran to the closest toilets and locked myself in a cubicle. I grabbed my trusty blade, and I ripped some toilet roll off ready for afterwards. I held the blade over my skin, ready. Until I heard someone come into the bathroom. "Hello" the voice said. I thought I recognised it but I'm not quite sure. "Hello" it repeated. I decided to ignore the person and continue with my issues. I slid the blade across my skin, along with my worries. I cut more and more, some deeper than others, but the voice called out again "I know you're in there Faye" this person knows me. They know my name. Who the hell is it? "Who is that?" I asked. "It's me" they paused "Luke" he said. "Luke what are doing in the girls bathroom?!" I shrieked. I jumped too much and the blade stuck into my skin. I screamed out in agony, and I heard Luke rush to the cubicle door. "What's the matter? What did you do?" He loaded me with questions. "No, nothing, I'm fine" I tried to make him worry less, I don't need him worrying about me. "Why did you scream? You wouldn't scream for no reason" he had a fair point, but I'm not telling him the reason. "Luke, seriously don't worry about it, I'm fine" "Come out" he shuffled. I held the toilet roll over my cuts, they won't stop bleeding, oh god. I need them to stop. I tried to press harder for them to stop but that made them bleed even more. They need to stop. I got loads of toilet roll and stuffed on my fresh cuts and rolled my sleeve back down over the top. I placed my blade back in my bag. I unlocked the door and walked out rubbing my eyes because I probably look like a panda. "What's the matter?" Luke asked. "I'm fine" I don't need him to worry. "You're not fine. You wouldn't of locked yourself in a cubicle if you were fine. You wouldn't of been crying if you was fine." He had a good point but I'm still not going to tell him. "Luke, you need to understand that I'm not going to just tell you everything about me, about my story. We've only just met, for christs sake" my tone may of sounded harsh but I needed him to know that I'm not going to tell him everything. After all this might all be a joke and he was dared to talk to me. He pulled my arm, I winced because of my cuts and bruises. He stared me in the eyes, I tried to avoid his eye contact because I knew he was going to ask me the same question again. "its okay, you don't have to hide anymore" what is he talking about? "Just show me Faye" he guessed. Fuck, what do I do? Should I show him? No, I can't show a random person that bumped into in the school corridor. I just can't. I can't release my story just yet. I yanked my arm free and ran out of the toilets and ran out of school until I could run no further. Should I tell him or not? We've only just met but I feel like he's my friend. Someone I can trust. Someone that actually likes me. But how do I know this for certain? I have no way of finding out, I could ask him, but maybe he'd lie. Wait, why am I even thinking about him? Do I want to think about him? To be honest, he seemed very worried, but that's not what I want. I don't want people worrying about me, it's something that's never happened to me before. I've got to stop thinking about him. But I can't stop myself.
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