Do you ever lay in bed but you don't feel like you're in bed. Like you're physically still and calm but in your mind..... You're not in your bed. You're in a corner crying, killing yourself, talking to someone you urge to talk to?
Then you snap out of it and you get off your bed. You feel so weak and emotionless that you don't care anymore.
You get up and you do your every day thing, from cleaning to texting. You must act like you're ok but this time... You actually feel like you might be.
The thorns are leaving but the wound is still healing. A wrong word.... Any word from a the wrong person will plant those thorns again and getting them out this time will be harder than the last. It hurts I gotta admit but life's easier this way.
You gotta pull out the thorns they planted in you, you gotta heal yourself. Block them out, they're gonna now, they made the choice to leave and you will NOT allow them back into your life again. They chose to leave in the first place. Bye
