A...... BYYEEEEEEEEE.
The past while has been awful but now I can FINALLY move on. Something clicked. The memories don't matter anymore. The dreams, I step on them after desperately clenching on to them, afraid they'll fade. The hope, the jokes, the talks..... I simply stepped on them and threw them away.
They didn't treasure that, why should you. You've been crying in pain and not living your life and now, it clicked. You're free. The thorns are gone, even the scars. The memories can easily be erased or replaced and you DEFINITELY won't have trouble making new ones.
You feel free, Like a bird who's just spread it's wings for the first time and felt the warm summer breeze glide along your feathers. The calm feeling, the nice feeling of freedom. You can go anywhere now, do anything you can stop crying like a baby or cutting, starving yourself, refusing to talk to family, being a zombie and missing them.
It's like you were held captive as a prisoner. Dragging behind you two heavy cannon balls who weighed you down and made scars around your ankle. It's the feeling of taking them off, feeling the breeze rush to your ankles. The feeling of being able to run or walk without being weighed down... You feel invincible
You feel invincible and you can do anything now. You've truly moved on. :)
