Do you ever sit there and just....go blank?
Like you feel nothing, hear nothing and say nothing. It's like times stopped...until you feel a cold tear sliding down your check. And after that you just cry uncomfortably.
You clutch your heart cuz it hurts so much and the tears just fall. During all of this... You try be silent so no one hears and you just pray that certain person who made you like that just comes and hugs you. That they just apologize and let you cry on them. That everything was the same before they came. You wish with all your heart that they never came but without them you're lost, confused, heart broken and sad all the time.That's the most dangerous person ever.