I know this book is really depressing and stuff but oh well. I hope you enjoy.
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Do you ever just sit there and wonder what you're feeling? It's not sad... It's good. It's the feeling of... Satisfaction?? Yet... What is it?
Do you ever find yourself smiling randomly and be like wtf?? Then find out you're thinking about someone you haven't talked to in a few years. Smiling at the memories you both had together. Smiling at the times you both couldn't stop laughing and couldn't breath because of it. (Mero.... I miss you.)
And then when you finally gather yourself you click on your chat between you and them and type out "hey" then sit and stare at the text like it's magically gonna come out and give you flowers or something.. Then delete the text and carry on with normal everyday stuff.
Or do you ever get that self confidence boost from someone and it helps so much? If you have no one, text me. But it's so freaking nice to hear. It just give you a boost that means so much and you feel.... Better. Itsesuch a nice feeling.
Have you ever been happy for just no reason?... Cuz same. Even though things are hard and times are tough... I know I can count on people to help me when I need it and I know that everything will be okay. I'm accepting reality now.... And I'm happy with it. Things aren't bad. Everything gets better. I promise
