This chapter is just me needing to rant. You don't have to read this. I'm also referring to someone in this so I'll just call them "X"
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X, why can't you just understand me for once. Stop calling me stupid just because I don't know how to do something. Stop telling me I'll never learn. Stop telling me I'm worthless. I already know but it still hurts when you say them to me.
X, why can't you be like others. Why can't you see how much you broke me. Why can't you see that what you say hurts me. Can you not see the tears that falls when you say those things to my face?? Why can't you we do the normal things others do. Why can't you see the scars on me because of you! Don't tell me you don't know I break down in the bathroom because of you because I know you do! Don't tell me you didn't know how I felt because I've told you before.
Why are you always shouting and making a scene. I can't go anywhere with you without feeling embarrassed. One day. JUST ONE DAY I want you to be normal like others.
You kill me more and more everyday and everyday you make my will to die stronger and stronger. You make my cuts deeper and deeper. Well one day you're going to lose me.
You won't even care
